Same here it runs in my family and it gets you very easily....In the beginiing you work go home at night and enjoy a drink or two thennnnnn it goes to work home staying up later to drink then you drink and work drink and work.. vicious cycle.... I am done with it.. I have a prescription to Antibuse and Xanaxs to help with the dts..... BTW this is the first time I have every shared anything about my personal life with anyone outside my circkle..thanks