Ok nobody else said anything, but you keep a number of how many fights you have been in. Sounds to like you kinds wanted to fight. I've been in a lot of fights, but I don't keep count. Also, you said you couldn't walk away, but then you said the police were there in like fifteen sec. after the fight so you couldn't have been that far out. Something doesn't smell right here. I think too much alcohol and ego was involved in this and that is why you feel bad. You knew you didn't have to fight, but you did anyway.