Man i feel for u bro. You are truly one of the coolest bros on this forum. When i came to you with my depression and anxiety attacks, you attentively listened to my problems and recommended inositol which worked great. You were there for me in my time of my need and im just here to tell u that im here for u for whatever u may need. Counseling, advice , or just someone to talk to. Im all ears bro. I just wanna say that God has a divine plan and he knows what hes doing.....let tome pass and youll see the light at the end of the tunnel.