taking your aas use into perspective.. do you feel as though you can directly attribute the contraction/development of said cancer and the rebound of it as well, to your aas use? also, if so, and if you were able to, would you change anything about the way you used aas or anything about your past if you could go back in time?
Thankyou everyone. i am reading the replies. It is nice to feel the support - even if I know none of you. Kind of like a confessional.
Decem: I don't believe for a second that AAS caused my cancer.
It is believed that I have a genetic pre-disposition.
I would however guess that my liberal cannabis use (mixed with tobacco) has not helped. I will not be smoking anymore. Actually, I am having my final joint now.. stupid yes, but it is my last one. I may occassionally make a hash cake.. I got to look after myself now. I bought loads of anti-oxidants today - vit c, etc..
However, can I just ask that you guys keep your cycles short and don't go stupid with the doses. Some of you guys are too hardcore I feel. It concerns me.
Best wishes from me also Gary...I know I speak for all of the regulars here when I say anytime you want to talk or just vent about things- we'll be here to listen and lend whatever support we can give you. I am personally no stranger to health problems and know I have many more to deal with in the future whether I'm aware now or not- hang in there, we're thinking about you.
Sorry to hear of your trouble Gary. Best wishes for a speddy and complete recovery. Don't give up on the iron bro! Stayin in shape will hep your body fight this thing and recover.
Oh man, I feel for you bro.
I wish I knew something to say that would make you feel better.
But I don't.
All I can say is that I hope and pray that you'll be okay for the rest of your life.
I hope the best for you and your family.