dude yeah at 14% bf you won't notice any leaning out effects from winny, maybe some increased vascularity in forearms, but it's nothing like dbol
dbol you'll see the weight move up every time you hit the same rotation in the gym.
winstrol is kind of a crap drug imo, i hate the joint sides with it, it is a good complement to test b/c it controls the bloat.
honestly man you seem like you wanna run something like
dbol/test/eq cycle, you seem like you've run like 3 short oral cycles at this point and been disappointed by all of them.
seriously you should just start taking higher dosages of mass builders if you want those massive JUICED up gains.
test 500mg/wk eq 600mg/wk dbol 35mg/day (wk1-4) 12 wks.
that will give you the gains i think u've been looking for all along. i think we all like the IDEA of winstrol and var when we start out (leaning out getting shredded) but in reality the effect isn't noticeable unless you're already 90% there and you need that little extra bit of tightness/hardness/vascularity or you're an athlete and need good endurance and lower weight gain