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HeatherRae bipolar?

Hey Mr Deez, don't change my answer...haha! She is a sweet person.......
hey Mighty my man, still got the blurry face huh! How is that working out for you my Boston Brutha?! ;-=)
 
blueta2 said:
Hey Mr Deez, don't change my answer...haha! She is a sweet person.......
hey Mighty my man, still got the blurry face huh! How is that working out for you my Boston Brutha?! ;-=)

Hey there blueta, yup - I still have this horrible acne that is making my face look unbearable, hopefully someday I can show it again :p
GO BRUINS :) p.s. I love Quebec
 
mightymouse69 said:
Hey there blueta, yup - I still have this horrible acne that is making my face look unbearable, hopefully someday I can show it again :p
GO BRUINS :) p.s. I love Quebec

heheh.....well the blur is hot anyways ;-)
Quebec is a great place

MR Deez, sorry about your thread...ok Heather is a bad girl, naughty, like real naughty, She deserves to be spanked and tired up!
Better?
 
Bipolar?

Naaaaaaaaaaaaaah she is just a crazy bitch. LOL

You know, sorta like every other woman on this board with a brain and the ability to use it. ;)
 
blueta2 said:
heheh.....well the blur is hot anyways ;-)
Quebec is a great place

MR Deez, sorry about your thread...ok Heather is a bad girl, naughty, like real naughty, She deserves to be spanked and tired up!
Better?

yuck!
 
nope, most of her mental problems have to do with choice of work and silly decisions to post pics of her partner online

apart from that, she's a rock

and by that, i mean...heavy ;)
 
LOL....how did I miss this thread? Oh, I know I was refilling my bipolar meds....lol.

PBR and MM make me want to MEOW, by the way. Good looking men, right there!
 
HeatherRae said:
LOL....how did I miss this thread? Oh, I know I was refilling my bipolar meds....lol.

PBR and MM make me want to MEOW, by the way. Good looking men, right there!

double the dose
 
mrdeeznuts said:
or just a bitch when the red head demon comes to town on a monthly basis?
How did you know that I've got my monthly visitor? LOL.
 
I'd wrestle Heather around, superQT too.

Even if I get pinned, I still have won. :)
 
I hear she likes the pole in 3 places, so she's really tripolar.
 
mrdeeznuts said:
sexually... u'd fuck a fat chick right now if u were out at the bar and going home alone

yeah, I'd go hoggin' in a second.
 
Dial_tone said:
I hear she likes the pole in 3 places, so she's really tripolar.
LOL...I'm going to have to tell my fella that. He will get a kick out of it. He like "tripolar" girls...hehehe.
 
I am guessing she is an attractive girl. She constantly is spouting stupid she shit that assumes we will be interested in.

And, most of you guys suck her ass.
 
TightSlacks said:
I am guessing she is an attractive girl. She constantly is spouting stupid she shit that assumes we will be interested in.

And, most of you guys suck her ass.

she's an oger
 
lets draw a little picture here.

everyone likes heather, you all hit on her

she's got that older guy

do we see that older guy on the internet 24/7? nope he's not on at all

maybe thats how he meet a decent looking girl

well that and his dump truck full of money ;)
 
TightSlacks said:
I am guessing she is an attractive girl. She constantly is spouting stupid she shit that assumes we will be interested in.

And, most of you guys suck her ass.
Thanks KB alter. LOL.
 
Thanks all you cutie pies. =-) XXXOOO

I'm out of karma for today, but I will hit y'all when I recharge. =-)
 
mightymouse69 said:
Personally, I really dig her. Got a great personality, sexy body and can hang with the best of them :)

Hi BlueTa :)
yup
what's she doing with him?
 
heather seems pretty normal to me.

which might not be saying much, but hey.

btw, i think its nice that blueta puts a pic of her grandmother in her avatar. thats sweet.
 
stilleto said:
heather seems pretty normal to me.

which might not be saying much, but hey.

btw, i think its nice that blueta puts a pic of her grandmother in her avatar. thats sweet.
Sniffle...that is the sweetest thing anyone has ever said about me...I'm "normal." hehehe.

(Oh yeah, I think blueta is smokin hot, by the way. I'm jealous of her bod. I'm jealous of stilleto's ass, but not the turkey head...lol.)
 
Oh, wow! I'm totally turned on!! Damn! I'd like to watch that!! Oh. . .wait. . .I'm thinking of bi-sexual. . .nevermind. :sulk:
 
digimon7068 said:
Oh, wow! I'm totally turned on!! Damn! I'd like to watch that!! Oh. . .wait. . .I'm thinking of bi-sexual. . .nevermind. :sulk:
LOL...I can be both. I'm picturing some crazy broad crying and then cackling heyserically during a menage a trois. Hot, huh?
 
HeatherRae said:
LOL...I can be both. I'm picturing some crazy broad crying and then cackling heyserically during a menage a trois. Hot, huh?

i always like dating this one girl who had split personalities. it was like scoring with two chicks at the same time.
 
mrdeeznuts said:
i always like dating this one girl who had split personalities. it was like scoring with two chicks at the same time.
LOL...You should have her don wigs of different colors every time she switches personalities, just to put the icing on the strange cake...lol.
 
HeatherRae said:
Sniffle...that is the sweetest thing anyone has ever said about me...I'm "normal." hehehe.

(Oh yeah, I think blueta is smokin hot, by the way. I'm jealous of her bod. I'm jealous of stilleto's ass, but not the turkey head...lol.)

thanks. I am a big ass, I know. :)
 
stilleto said:
thanks. I am a big ass, I know. :)
Your ass was actually pretty damn perfect, from you last AVI. ( I say that in a completely un-lesbo, but somewhat jealous, way...lol.)
 
stilleto said:
heather seems pretty normal to me.

which might not be saying much, but hey.

btw, i think its nice that blueta puts a pic of her grandmother in her avatar. thats sweet.

Ugh, you're so truly pathetic! I bet you really look like that turkey, in fact word on the street is, you do!
Don't worry hunny, keep working on yourself and maybe one day you'll get to my status! You snot!
 
HeatherRae said:
Your ass was actually pretty damn perfect, from you last AVI. ( I say that in a completely un-lesbo, but somewhat jealous, way...lol.)

for a geigh dude it wasnt that bad of an ass
 
HeatherRae said:
Sniffle...that is the sweetest thing anyone has ever said about me...I'm "normal." hehehe.

(Oh yeah, I think blueta is smokin hot, by the way. I'm jealous of her bod. I'm jealous of stilleto's ass, but not the turkey head...lol.)


Thanks Heather....The haters are kinda cute though. You know what they say, any press if better than no press :-)
 
blueta2 said:
Ugh, you're so truly pathetic! I bet you really look like that turkey, in fact word on the street is, you do!
Don't worry hunny, keep working on yourself and maybe one day you'll get to my status! You snot!


i'm assuming i'll get to your status is around 40 years.
 
stilleto said:
you're right. you need to save all your energy for that tank of oxygen you have to carry around behind your walker.


Cut it out and play nice, girls. If I have to pull this car over :splat:
 
I dig bi-polar chicks.
 
Nathan said:
I had no idea being bi-polar meant such negative things about a person's personality. I'm doomed.
ur fine bro.

its only women that are horrible creatures run purely by emotion and impulse and lack all logic and dont care for others
 
Nathan said:
I had no idea being bi-polar meant such negative things about a person's personality. I'm doomed.
Me either. Are you bi-polar, Nathan?
 
SublimeZM said:
canu quit trying to start shit please?
I'm not starting shit. I'm asking because he said that he didn't think it was bad and that he must be doomed. I wondered if he meant that he was bipolar.
 
Nathan said:

is it bad or does everyone just make it seem worse than it is.

like i've heard guys and girls they wouldn't date someone bipolar

but i never thought being bipolar was a big issue
 
Nathan said:
Oh, honestly I don't really know that much about it. I had a bi-polar boss once who was bi-polar and whose meds must not have been helping him much because he would tell you to do one thing one day and the next day would come in and throw a coffee cup at you for doing the very thing he asked you to do. I don't really think that everyone that is bipolar has as many problems as he did.

I hope that you don't have too much trouble with it.
 
HeatherRae said:
Oh, honestly I don't really know that much about it. I had a bi-polar boss once who was bi-polar and whose meds must not have been helping him much because he would tell you to do one thing one day and the next day would come in and throw a coffee cup at you for doing the very thing he asked you to do. I don't really think that everyone that is bipolar has as many problems as he did.

I hope that you don't have too much trouble with it.
lol did you sue him
 
My little brother sounds like he's havign a tough time with it right now. He hasn't been diagnosed (I had problems with it early on and was) but his gf has been talking to my mom about ti and sayong how he's being really weird lately.

It can make relationships tough I suppose. I need someone who is pretty easy-going I think. I'm also a very logical person so I find that keeps me from over-reacting since I can logically ascertain when I'm being unreasonable. But yeah, dating is tough. I've found if a problem comes up and it bothers me, I'm liable to go back to it without any real explanation. HOWEVER, that is only with nutso broads that I don't really want around long-term anyways. I know better and avoid that shit if I give a damn. But the tendecy is there.

I'm like this: I like to laugh and am smiling most of the time. Then on some days, I'll walk in not smiling at all and won't say a word. Someone will ask me something and get little response. They'll be like wtf? But at least I'mnot being a dick. Then the next day I'll be happy again. So it does suck for other people at times I'm sure casue they're all wtf, but I ALWAYS do my best to never open my stupid mouth when I'm in a funk. I've learned from my mom and my brotehr who always do and I can't stand to be aroundthem when they are in that mood. When they're in a good mood though, they're the best people I know to be around - the most fun. My brotehr has always been very popular despite his mood swings for that reason I think. Ditto my mom.
 
Nathan said:
My little brother sounds like he's havign a tough time with it right now. He hasn't been diagnosed (I had problems with it early on and was) but his gf has been talking to my mom about ti and sayong how he's being really weird lately.

It can make relationships tough I suppose. I need someone who is pretty easy-going I think. I'm also a very logical person so I find that keeps me from over-reacting since I can logically ascertain when I'm being unreasonable. But yeah, dating is tough. I've found if a problem comes up and it bothers me, I'm liable to go back to it without any real explanation. HOWEVER, that is only with nutso broads that I don't really want around long-term anyways. I know better and avoid that shit if I give a damn. But the tendecy is there.

I'm like this: I like to laugh and am smiling most of the time. Then on some days, I'll walk in not smiling at all and won't say a word. Someone will ask me something and get little response. They'll be like wtf? But at least I'mnot being a dick. Then the next day I'll be happy again. So it does suck for other people at times I'm sure casue they're all wtf, but I ALWAYS do my best to never open my stupid mouth when I'm in a funk. I've learned from my mom and my brotehr who always do and I can't stand to be aroundthem when they are in that mood. When they're in a good mood though, they're the best people I know to be around - the most fun. My brotehr has always been very popular despite his mood swings for that reason I think. Ditto my mom.
lol, so it sounds like me and mymom are bipolar too.

is there anyone who isnt bi-polar?>
 
Nathan said:
My little brother sounds like he's havign a tough time with it right now. He hasn't been diagnosed (I had problems with it early on and was) but his gf has been talking to my mom about ti and sayong how he's being really weird lately.

It can make relationships tough I suppose. I need someone who is pretty easy-going I think. I'm also a very logical person so I find that keeps me from over-reacting since I can logically ascertain when I'm being unreasonable. But yeah, dating is tough. I've found if a problem comes up and it bothers me, I'm liable to go back to it without any real explanation. HOWEVER, that is only with nutso broads that I don't really want around long-term anyways. I know better and avoid that shit if I give a damn. But the tendecy is there.

I'm like this: I like to laugh and am smiling most of the time. Then on some days, I'll walk in not smiling at all and won't say a word. Someone will ask me something and get little response. They'll be like wtf? But at least I'mnot being a dick. Then the next day I'll be happy again. So it does suck for other people at times I'm sure casue they're all wtf, but I ALWAYS do my best to never open my stupid mouth when I'm in a funk. I've learned from my mom and my brotehr who always do and I can't stand to be aroundthem when they are in that mood. When they're in a good mood though, they're the best people I know to be around - the most fun. My brotehr has always been very popular despite his mood swings for that reason I think. Ditto my mom.
I was going to say the same thing. It sounds like my mom. I tend to always be mellow, for the most part.
 
Everyone goes on ups and down. You get diagnosed as bi-polar when the ups and downs are severe. You know when you feel manic. It's like being on drugs almost. People who are bi-polar usually have it interfere in their life in some form or another at some point I think. Everytime I got diagnosed with something as a kid it was when it was so bad I couldn't operate socially and was clearly not managing. Like I went from being social and popular to not leaving my house for a year. Or with my OCD it got to the point I had so many obsessions and routines I had to do that it took up about 90% of my day. It got to be all I was doing. That was when it became a disorder I'd say for me.
 
Nathan said:
Everyone goes on ups and down. You get diagnosed as bi-polar when the ups and downs are severe. You know when you feel manic. It's like being on drugs almost. People who are bi-polar usually have it interfere in their life in some form or another at some point I think. Everytime I got diagnosed with something as a kid it was when it was so bad I couldn't operate socially and was clearly not managing. Like I went from being social and popular to not leaving my house for a year. Or with my OCD it got to the point I had so many obsessions and routines I had to do that it took up about 90% of my day. It got to be all I was doing. That was when it became a disorder I'd say for me.
how many times do you have to stick urself with the needle before u can inject?

jk.

for real bro,

i think im bipolar
 
SublimeZM said:
how many times do you have to stick urself with the needle before u can inject?

jk.

for real bro,

i think im bipolar

masterbating 90% of the day doens't mean you have OCD SublimeZM

also your a teenager going through hormone changes. i highly doubt your as severe as nathan was
 
Nathan said:
Everyone goes on ups and down. You get diagnosed as bi-polar when the ups and downs are severe. You know when you feel manic. It's like being on drugs almost. People who are bi-polar usually have it interfere in their life in some form or another at some point I think. Everytime I got diagnosed with something as a kid it was when it was so bad I couldn't operate socially and was clearly not managing. Like I went from being social and popular to not leaving my house for a year. Or with my OCD it got to the point I had so many obsessions and routines I had to do that it took up about 90% of my day. It got to be all I was doing. That was when it became a disorder I'd say for me.
oh that is terrible. I know OCD can be a real bitch. I had a friend that had a similar experience. He did this thing when he made his bed in the morning that he would have to do over and over. He would be late for work because of morning routines. He would have to leave his desk over and over to do something. He was almost fired. =-(
 
HeatherRae said:
oh that is terrible. I know OCD can be a real bitch. I had a friend that had a similar experience. He did this thing when he made his bed in the morning that he would have to do over and over. He would be late for work because of morning routines. He would have to leave his desk over and over to do something. He was almost fired. =-(

i bet girls would love if he did them 3 times in a row.

however, i know a girl who slight form of OCD and you can see how she does things in 3s. but its only certain things.
 
mrdeeznuts said:
i bet girls would love if he did them 3 times in a row.

however, i know a girl who slight form of OCD and you can see how she does things in 3s. but its only certain things.
I was watching the Aviator again the other night. It is a travesty that that man didn't get more help. I guess back then they didn't have good treatments for OCD. That was too sad how he slipped further and further into the disease.
 
HeatherRae said:
I was watching the Aviator again the other night. It is a travesty that that man didn't get more help. I guess back then they didn't have good treatments for OCD. That was too sad how he slipped further and further into the disease.

is that the one with Leonardo DiCaprio?

i haven't seen that movie
 
mrdeeznuts said:
is that the one with Leonardo DiCaprio?

i haven't seen that movie
Yeah, it has Leonardo. It is an EXCELLENT movie, IMO
 
HeatherRae said:
I was watching the Aviator again the other night. It is a travesty that that man didn't get more help. I guess back then they didn't have good treatments for OCD. That was too sad how he slipped further and further into the disease.

Yeah, that's exactly what I was like. It got progressively worse until I had no control and was doing that shit 24/7. Do you know how rough it is being in high school and having to open all the doors with a piece of paper? When I'd get my hands dirty I'd walk with them away from my clothes so as not to dirty them and I'm sure I must have looked like a pansy.
I did behavioral modification and it really helped. I got REALLY tired of it though. It was exhausting and I couldn't even imagine doing that my whole life. I'd kill myself.
 
mrdeeznuts said:
is the movie good or u just like the eye candy
No, I don't find Leanardo all that attractive. He's not my type. I think he is an excellent actor, and the movie was really good.
 
Nathan said:
Yeah, that's exactly what I was like. It got progressively worse until I had no control and was doing that shit 24/7. Do you know how rough it is being in high school and having to open all the doors with a piece of paper? When I'd get my hands dirty I'd walk with them away from my clothes so as not to dirty them and I'm sure I must have looked like a pansy.
I did behavioral modification and it really helped. I got REALLY tired of it though. It was exhausting and I couldn't even imagine doing that my whole life. I'd kill myself.
That is terrible. I'm so glad that you got better. I wonder if there is a correlation to high IQ's with OCD. Everyone that I know of who has had it has been gifted. I get the idea that you are too.

I used to know a girl who was in a special program with me in HS who could write backwards cursive script and did her math homework in roman numerals who had it.
 
HeatherRae said:
That is terrible. I'm so glad that you got better. I wonder if there is a correlation to high IQ's with OCD. Everyone that I know of who has had it has been gifted. I get the idea that you are too.

I used to know a girl who was in a special program with me in HS who could write backwards cursive script and did her math homework in roman numerals who had it.

lol @ doing her homework in roman numerals. That's awesome.

Yeah, I'm glad too cause I'd be doing nothing right now. The kicker for me was when the OCD turned to food and I got myself into some trouble trying to go as long as I could without eating. It was weird but it was like my OCD had a mind of its own and the obsessions would change and morph as it went until they got really defined and specific. It never paid any attention to how unpleasant it would make things though. It's a strange feeling being basically insane and knowing that you are.
 
Nathan said:
lol @ doing her homework in roman numerals. That's awesome.

Yeah, I'm glad too cause I'd be doing nothing right now. The kicker for me was when the OCD turned to food and I got myself into some trouble trying to go as long as I could without eating. It was weird but it was like my OCD had a mind of its own and the obsessions would change and morph as it went until they got really defined and specific. It never paid any attention to how unpleasant it would make things though. It's a strange feeling being basically insane and knowing that you are.
I had a touch of anorexia in law school. For some reason eating became this thing I would control because I was a bit of a perfectionist, and no matter how smart someone thinks they are, law school will humble them right down...lol. Anyway, I would eat 700 cal. a day at first, then I dropped down to 300 calories. I got so thin that I met a ballerina from the Louisville ballet and we had our pic taken together. I looked downright thin compared to the ballerina, and then I knew I had a problem. :worried:

I also used to floss my teeth any time that I was stressed. I was flossing about 20 times per day.

I don't think I was OCD, but I do tend toward compulsive behaviors when I go through stressful times.
 
HeatherRae said:
I had a touch of anorexia in law school. For some reason eating became this thing I would control because I was a bit of a perfectionist, and no matter how smart someone thinks they are, law school will humble them right down...lol. Anyway, I would eat 700 cal. a day at first, then I dropped down to 300 calories. I got so thin that I met a ballerina from the Louisville ballet and we had our pic taken together. I looked downright thin compared to the ballerina, and then I knew I had a problem. :worried:

I also used to floss my teeth any time that I was stressed. I was flossing about 20 times per day.

I don't think I was OCD, but I do tend toward compulsive behaviors when I go through stressful times.

That totally makes sense. IT's a response to anxiety. Basically, when I'd get very anxious about something my min dwould occupy itself by forcing me to obsess so much that I didn't have any time left over to worry about whatever it was that was really bothering me. I ate zero calorries for a while and it took everything I had out of me. I don't know if I'd call it anorexia since to me it was just another extension of my OCD. It was something to obsess about.
My first major bout with OCD came about because of my fear of death I think. I had someone close to me die when Iw as 13 and couldn't stop thinking about it and it was freaking me out. The second time with the eating thing I think it was because it was at the end of high school and I was going to be living alone and all that crap. The doctor started telling em I had to gain weight and then started making em come in regularly to see her. Adn hten the next I kenw she was telling me I had one week to gain a pound or else she was instiutionalizing me and putting me on an iv I had become pretty badly anemic and was having trouble hearing and chewing and things. And - this is what knocked me out of it - she said i wouldn't be able to go to school for a year.

I tought to myself you want to do this it just makes you anxious and now you've gotten yourself to the point that you're so fucking worried you can't deal. That's pathetic and frankly unacceptable and so I gained the pound. I got pneumonia pretty bad that year but damn it I made it.
 
Nathan said:
That totally makes sense. IT's a response to anxiety. Basically, when I'd get very anxious about something my min dwould occupy itself by forcing me to obsess so much that I didn't have any time left over to worry about whatever it was that was really bothering me. I ate zero calorries for a while and it took everything I had out of me. I don't know if I'd call it anorexia since to me it was just another extension of my OCD. It was something to obsess about.
My first major bout with OCD came about because of my fear of death I think. I had someone close to me die when Iw as 13 and couldn't stop thinking about it and it was freaking me out. The second time with the eating thing I think it was because it was at the end of high school and I was going to be living alone and all that crap. The doctor started telling em I had to gain weight and then started making em come in regularly to see her. Adn hten the next I kenw she was telling me I had one week to gain a pound or else she was instiutionalizing me and putting me on an iv I had become pretty badly anemic and was having trouble hearing and chewing and things. And - this is what knocked me out of it - she said i wouldn't be able to go to school for a year.

I tought to myself you want to do this it just makes you anxious and now you've gotten yourself to the point that you're so fucking worried you can't deal. That's pathetic and frankly unacceptable and so I gained the pound. I got pneumonia pretty bad that year but damn it I made it.
Wow, I'm so glad that you got better and that you didn't permanently harm yourself.

Question: I have seen your pictures in the picture section and your AVI. You obviously have to be eating and training very hard to have that sort of physique. Now, without sounding like an ass, do you think that some of your obsessive tendencies contribute to such zealous adherence to your training and diet?
 
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