Hahaha!! You will learn real quick that your balls get busted here every time you make a post. Get used to it, it's CC life here at EF. Nothing personal, you dusty whore.
Sorry for your loss. I have lost some dear friends and close family in my life. Death unfortunately is part of life. We will all experience it. Some sooner than others. It doesn't make it better but I am not shocked by it anymore. I realize that I can die at any time or lose a loved one at any time. This is why you need to make the best of today.