I don't know woot, I really wish I could answer why I even still think about continuing doing to do what I do. Maybe bigorexia, pushes me to do what I do. I mean look at anorexia they are killing themselves too for no logical reason. It's a mental thing maybe? Maybe I'm just fucked in the head?
I don't know woot, I really wish I could answer why I even still think about continuing doing to do what I do. Maybe bigorexia, pushes me to do what I do. I mean look at anorexia they are killing themselves too for no logical reason. It's a mental thing maybe? Maybe I'm just fucked in the head?
Man, stick to the gym and diet and thats it for awhile...watch what you eat and monitor whats going on...give it some time...when you are able to get back into things, then make some future decisions...