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[curvymommy]

How are ya'll doing?

I admit, EF fills a void. I come here when I'm sad and need to be distracted from my real life. It's a release of sorts.

I just wanna go smoke with my safe geigh neighbor on the deck. Nope...not gonna though.

 

[chris302001]

lol, EF is definately filling a few of my needs lately. I feel ya CM. Thanks for the PM again. I'm gonna reply in a bit

 

[javaguru]

Sounds like you need to vent. Unfortunately, Stargate: Atlantis just started but I'll be back.

 

[curvymommy]

No prob Chris. It was selfishly cathartic although I don't blame myself.

 

[curvymommy]

Sounds like you need to vent. Unfortunately, Stargate: Atlantis just started but I'll be back.

LMAO...DH is that you babe?




He loves that show too.

 

[Smurfy]

smoke cigarettes?

 

[chris302001]

No prob Chris. It was selfishly cathartic although I don't blame myself.

lol, it was good and honest. I appreciate it.

 

[rsnoble-im-back]

I'm curious......what does "safe gay neighbor" mean to a female?

1. He's safe because he uses condoms?

2. He's safe because he's gay and won't take advantage of you?

3. He's safe as in he won't kill you and lives next door?

Just want to clarify things. I'm also tired of this "geigh" crap on EF. Just spit it out. It's Gay. Gay gay gay gay gay. Who gives a crap. I'm not gay but I have a gay friend or two. I could care less. Maybe some people are less comfortable with it. I know tons of people, it's only natural a few of them are gay.

LOL....I'm going to go eat the rest of my large pizza and go to bed. I can relate to your EF release comment. Go ahead and go smoke with your safe neighbor it might do you good. Have a good evening and better weekend!

 

[curvymommy]

Smurfy...yeah but not gonna though. I'd never do that again (quit 9/01 and again after a small relapse in '04). It's always a huge temptation when the seasons change and I feel my mood slipping into the shitter.

 

[Smurfy]

Smurfy...yeah but not gonna though. I'd never do that again (quit 9/01 and again after a small relapse in '04). It's always a huge temptation when the seasons change and I feel my mood slipping into the shitter.

oh yeah/ i quit June 19, 2005. Im glad i dont go out to bars because I would have totally slipped up by now.

KB and bino said i wouldnt last.

 

[chris302001]

I'm proud of you both......smoking is gross

 

[curvymommy]

I'm curious......what does "safe gay neighbor" mean to a female?

1. He's safe because he uses condoms?

2. He's safe because he's gay and won't take advantage of you?

3. He's safe as in he won't kill you and lives next door?

Just want to clarify things. I'm also tired of this "geigh" crap on EF. Just spit it out. It's Gay. Gay gay gay gay gay. Who gives a crap. I'm not gay but I have a gay friend or two. I could care less. Maybe some people are less comfortable with it. I know tons of people, it's only natural a few of them are gay.

LOL....I'm going to go eat the rest of my large pizza and go to bed. I can relate to your EF release comment. Go ahead and go smoke with your safe neighbor it might do you good. Have a good evening and better weekend!

Ok...let me expound on my gay comment. First of all my gay comments are kinda like my Asian comments since my sister is gay and my husband is Asian.

My neighbor is safe because of many reasons. He's a wonderful confidant and trusted friend but he gives me a different perspective because he's a guy. I love him.

In my reaching out to my e-friends and misspelling the word "gay" if I offended you please accept my heartfelt appology.

I would never mean to do that. Crap like that only compounds my saddness.

 

[Smurfy]

way to go rsnoble

 

[curvymommy]

I obviously need a new outlet.

 

[BBR100]

Hey Curvy, why so bummed?

 

[Smurfy]

I obviously need a new outlet.

CM, dont listen to people on here who are being jerks. especially if youre feeling emotional. lol

 

[curvymommy]

Hey Curvy, why so bummed?

100,000 KARMA to you for even asking.

 

[chris302001]

she's right.......way too many peeps around here that prey off that....

 

[BBR100]

I'd rather see that beautiful smile.
Where's that contagious positive energy that we all love so much?

 

[curvymommy]

Chris, Smurfy, I know. Thanks guys.

C-ya'll later.

 

[javaguru]

Chris, Smurfy, I know. Thanks guys.

C-ya'll later.

With all you've accomplished...you're going to abandon us? There is going to be another woman that will benefit from your inspiration and story based on your hard work to do all the right things to make a change in their life....just sayin'...

 

[EnderJE]

So you wanted to smoke? Is that why you're bummed?

 

[-Ariel-]

How are ya'll doing?

I admit, EF fills a void. I come here when I'm sad and need to be distracted from my real life. It's a release of sorts.

I just wanna go smoke with my safe geigh neighbor on the deck. Nope...not gonna though.

Holy shit, u know where I stand on this issue, and yes, to filling void, I can't just throw out my ideas in IRL, well I did, and it is interesting for a bit, but after S O is gone, I can't really just share them small talk, and colleagues in grad school already think I"m weird so I don't wanna expand on that, but yeah, I feel ya CM... I"ll pm ya in a bit...

 

[curvymommy]

:grouphug: it's all good. I'll never LEAVE here forever. I've tried. I failed. Too many cool people here.

 

[ceo]

Too many cool people here.

I know, I know. You're welcome.

 

[Cutiebaby]

Hi CM how you doing?

 

[Bikini Mod]

CM.... EF USED to fill a void. But then, one can only get kicked in the teeth one time too many and then that void suddenly "poof" disappears.

 

[stilleto]

<-------stilleto

 

[Smurfy]

why the frowns?

 

[gotmilk]

one can only get kicked in the teeth one time too many and then that void suddenly "poof" disappears.

so do your teef

 

[curvymommy]

So you wanted to smoke? Is that why you're bummed?

No. Not really. Don't you ever just feel like you "deserve something"?

It's just that you have to grow up and realize that you DO deserve something. Something great and it's not cancer or bad breath, KWIM?

 

[curvymommy]

Hi CM how you doing?

I'm a little better now. I just got top sirloin for 3.49 a pound PLUS another $10 off my $50 purchase. So, cheap beef filled the void this AM. heheh.

I've just been super bummed cause my baby went to kindergarten this week. My whole identity and singleness of purpose has been raising children and it's slipping away. I'll always be raising them but now I don't know what to do with myslef. I feel guilty for not getting a job. We need the $/benefits. Then a sneaky little voice in the back of my mind tells me I'm just being lazy.

I've finally come to realize it was WAY more fun being young and oblivious to what makes life work. My new motto must be "If it's to be it's up to me". Dang, I think I got that one from my mom.

BTW, I everyone in this thread.