Ah, yes, the million dollar question...
I dunno. I never did internships in school, so when I went to the career fair, I had nothing for my resume to make me stand out. I went back to the gas station I worked at over the summers and they made me a manager. I don't know what I want to do, but I don't think that's a good excuse, anything would be better than this. I also don't feel like anyone would hire me, like I'm worthy. It is true that other than my degree, I've got nothing for potential employers. Funny thing is, I know I'm smarter than a lot of people with better jobs. That's not arrogance, it's just an observation I've made. I guess I'm just scared of change, of the process. I'm a jackass.