Thank u so much man! U have been most helpful. I will try and get my hands on pct but I doubt I can. The losing of gains has already happened and I got a little gyno but I'm not worried about those 2, I'm just worried and making sure I'll b back to normal with 2 months (even with no pct) and my doc is very optimistic about that bc of the short cycle like u pointed out. So assuming no pct u still thiink I will b ok and not dependant on hrt for the rest of my life?