AAS usage opening the door to other hardcore drugs????

[growthspurt]

Hey Brothas and Sistas,

I feel like shit and need to get this off my chest.

Last night I went out for a few beers with my friends, and I don't do that very often. To make a long story short, I bumped into a few friends I haven't seen since High School(I'm 30yrs old) and I was pretty well jagged. They ended up hauling out some cocain and cut a few lines. They offered some to me and without even hesitating, I snorted a big line of that shit!

Here's the thing, other than AAS, I never have done a hard drug in my life or had any desire to. I don't know why last night would be any different? I never use steroids as an excuse to fuck up......... However, since I crossed over to the "Darkside" a couple of years ago, I'm finding it harder and harder to stay on the straight and narrow. I've always made responsible decisions for myself and now it seems there is alot of grey area between right and wrong.

Whether or not we think it's justified, the cold, hard, reality is AAS are just as illegal as weed, coke, etc... In a way it's like I know I'm already a law breaker with the roids, so what the hell? Right/wrong, i'm not really sure today? But take another look at the title of my thread because I'm sure as hell asking myself this today. Thanks for hearing me out.

 

[reelbig004]

Hey Brothas and Sistas,

I feel like shit and need to get this off my chest.

Last night I went out for a few beers with my friends, and I don't do that very often. To make a long story short, I bumped into a few friends I haven't seen since High School(I'm 30yrs old) and I was pretty well jagged. They ended up hauling out some cocain and cut a few lines. They offered some to me and without even hesitating, I snorted a big line of that shit!

Here's the thing, other than AAS, I never have done a hard drug in my life or had any desire to. I don't know why last night would be any different? I never use steroids as an excuse to fuck up......... However, since I crossed over to the "Darkside" a couple of years ago, I'm finding it harder and harder to stay on the straight and narrow. I've always made responsible decisions for myself and now it seems there is alot of grey area between right and wrong.

Whether or not we think it's justified, the cold, hard, reality is AAS are just as illegal as weed, coke, etc... In a way it's like I know I'm already a law breaker with the roids, so what the hell? Right/wrong, i'm not really sure today? But take another look at the title of my thread because I'm sure as hell asking myself this today. Thanks for hearing me out.

I think this is a great topic to post about. I often wonder about this also. I've only done one cycle, but have often thought about my recreational drug use before and after that cycle. I often feel that when my partying increases I start to feel weak, lack as much confidence and want to do a cycle. It seems as though my desire to use steroids often corresponds with how much or how little I am using other drugs.

 

[hankes64]

You were drunk (never an excuse but it does impair judgement), you were with old high school PEERS and you felt like you had to make yourself look cool in front of them (subconscious self).

 

[growthspurt]

You were drunk (never an excuse but it does impair judgement), you were with old high school PEERS and you felt like you had to make yourself look cool in front of them (subconscious self).

Yeah, that's what I'd say to this post if wasn't me too........makes sense.
But that really wasn't the case last night, or at least what I was feeling.

 

[growthspurt]

I think this is a great topic to post about. I often wonder about this also. I've only done one cycle, but have often thought about my recreational drug use before and after that cycle. I often feel that when my partying increases I start to feel weak, lack as much confidence and want to do a cycle. It seems as though my desire to use steroids often corresponds with how much or how little I am using other drugs.

I think this could pose a problem for alot of us. I think I'm addicted to steroids.

 

[Goldprospector]

Hey Brothas and Sistas,

I feel like shit and need to get this off my chest.

Last night I went out for a few beers with my friends, and I don't do that very often. To make a long story short, I bumped into a few friends I haven't seen since High School(I'm 30yrs old) and I was pretty well jagged. They ended up hauling out some cocain and cut a few lines. They offered some to me and without even hesitating, I snorted a big line of that shit!

Here's the thing, other than AAS, I never have done a hard drug in my life or had any desire to. I don't know why last night would be any different? I never use steroids as an excuse to fuck up......... However, since I crossed over to the "Darkside" a couple of years ago, I'm finding it harder and harder to stay on the straight and narrow. I've always made responsible decisions for myself and now it seems there is alot of grey area between right and wrong.

Whether or not we think it's justified, the cold, hard, reality is AAS are just as illegal as weed, coke, etc... In a way it's like I know I'm already a law breaker with the roids, so what the hell? Right/wrong, i'm not really sure today? But take another look at the title of my thread because I'm sure as hell asking myself this today. Thanks for hearing me out.

I think you need to find a reporter and a psycologist and confess all of your dark secrets to them...that way the psychologist can cure your ill's and then the reporter can make another story about the bad side of steriods.

I quote you "However, since I crossed over to the "Darkside" a couple of years ago, I'm finding it harder and harder to stay on the straight and narrow."
I call bullshit on this. Your staying on the "straight and narrow" when it comes to "recreational drugs" has NOTHING to do with AAS use. You may want to blame it on AAS so you can have a justifiable reason...but it is still a load of crap.
If you can't resist recreational drugs, then the problem is in you mind, NOT in you AAS use.

And lastly, while I do agree that AAS is just as illegal (according to the law) as weed, coke, or others...and you feel like you are "already a lawbreaker, so what the hell"....If that is the case, since you are already a lawbreaker, you might want to rob a bank if you need some cash...you may want to commit murder if someone does not agree with your point of view...Hey you are already a lawbreaker...so what the hell....God Damn bro, Do you know how childish that sounds??? Just because you have done, or are doing something that is technically against the law, then that makes you want to do other things that are against the law?

I can assure you that I don't want to use coke simply because I have broken the law for speeding and gotten away with it.
You see the comparison? You may have problems elsewhere if you cannot resist temptation...but the problem is not AAS use.

 

[needtogetaas]

what a dumb ass.

 

[tboy72]

You were drunk (never an excuse but it does impair judgement), you were with old high school PEERS and you felt like you had to make yourself look cool in front of them (subconscious self).

u hit the nail on the head bro. couldnt have said it better. if anyhting after crossing to the "darkside", I drink less(hardly at all, and never on cycle). to me it just doesnt make sense to bust my ass in the gym, eat nothing but ckn brsts and eggs, and then cancel out all my hard work with a few drinks.i Still smoke dro an a daily basis but that doesnt wreck my gains the alcohol, coke, x, etc. do

 

[growthspurt]

I think you need to find a reporter and a psycologist and confess all of your dark secrets to them...that way the psychologist can cure your ill's and then the reporter can make another story about the bad side of steriods.

I quote you "However, since I crossed over to the "Darkside" a couple of years ago, I'm finding it harder and harder to stay on the straight and narrow."
I call bullshit on this. Your staying on the "straight and narrow" when it comes to "recreational drugs" has NOTHING to do with AAS use. You may want to blame it on AAS so you can have a justifiable reason...but it is still a load of crap.
If you can't resist recreational drugs, then the problem is in you mind, NOT in you AAS use.

And lastly, while I do agree that AAS is just as illegal (acc ording to the law) as weed, coke, or others...and you feel like you are "already a lawbreaker, so what the hell"....If that is the case, since you are already a lawbreaker, you might want to rob a bank if you need some cash...you may want to commit murder if someone does not agree with your point of view...Hey you are already a lawbreaker...so what the hell....God Damn bro, Do you know how childish that sounds??? Just because you have done, or are doing something that is technically against the law, then that makes you want to do other things that are against the law?

I can assure you that I don't want to use coke simply because I have broken the law for speeding and gotten away with it.
You see the comparison? You may have problems elsewhere if you cannot resist temptation...but the problem is not AAS use.

I see you point. Don't get me wrong, I not blaming the roids directly. I don't beleive they make you make poor decsions. And no I'm not looking to make them the smoking gun inthis little slip up I had last night, just trying to make heads or tails out of it today. I don't see myself running out tonight to find a coke dealer! I'm still in control of me, not the issue. your opinions are always welcome though, thanks

 

[growthspurt]

u hit the nail on the head bro. couldnt have said it better. if anyhting after crossing to the "darkside", I drink less(hardly at all, and never on cycle). to me it just doesnt make sense to bust my ass in the gym, eat nothing but ckn brsts and eggs, and then cancel out all my hard work with a few drinks.i Still smoke dro an a daily basis but that doesnt wreck my gains the alcohol, coke, x, etc. do

Yep!
I very seldom drink alcohol anymore...........never did much @ all. Think I just had a little TOO much fun last night for my liking today! Probably already learned my lesson.