Thank you ALL for the well wishes
Yes I said Panera

but was unable to go last night. I got home, passed out on the couch, had to reschedule my Acupuncture, next opening not until the 30th I think so that stinks.
Good news is I have my massage on Saturday, so I'm excited about that.
Al - Those books look great, thank you for the links. I have to order some books so I may add those to the list. "Mandino believes that to be a good salesperson, you must believe in yourself and the work you are doing." You all know I believe in myself more than anything... the work I am doing, not so much. I cannot just do something for the money, I must be passionate about it, and no way will I EVER be passionate about insurance. I am not complaining, I am just very unhappy with my situation at times, but it cold be worse, I WILL prevail, and it's NOT going to happen over night. I am taking the steps right now to secure a happy future for myself someday .. even if it is 10 years down the road. Typing just that, tears welled up in my eyes so that's all I'm going to say about that.
Duckie -

Thank you sweetie
JP - I wish it were that easy ... So far I saved this account $23,000 from last year... and it's still NOT good enough. *nuff said*
will2 - Have a wonderful day as well girl
mm - that pull was sick .. I cant wait to see vids, PM or email me link so I don't miss it as I'll be on & off next few days. Thank you for the words of encouragement
ck - I cannot afford to leave the office but I am going to anyway & take about an hour for me.

lunch. It's after 2 and I munched on the only thing I had in the fridge here, apple & ANPB, around 1:30 ... I'm going to escape.