With so many years working out, juicing, watching bigger people, going to bodybuilding shows, reading bodybuilding magazines, you get used to that look; you'll always look up, never down; that's why under your opinion, you'll always be small in front of the mirror. But believe me; for average joes, either skinny as a flag pole or fat as a cow, you are HUGE; and even a 6' tall 200 pounds of muscle is HUGE for them; because "pure muscle" is not "normal" on the streets; it takes a lot of sacrifice, discipline, hard work, sweat, years and years. They know that, because EVERYBODY has lifted a dumbell at one point of their lives; 99% of them fail the first day.