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I thought about leaving the forum but I had 12 people PM me...very supportive private messages...you guys are great...seriously...and all the girls I spoke w/ last night and yesterday...you are great..thank you for letting me get some of that out...you are awesome. You all could have taken shots at me and watched me bleed...but you didn't. Its pretty crazy that was put out there like that...insane. I will say that I am not a snake..and I'm not an abuser. I just let someone get to know me...let them know what would hurt me..then watch them use it against me and drive me crazy....lulz. Good times. :) I will never betray that person's confidence even though it was done to me. I would never do that to someone. I will never reveal what is spoken in private and I'll never use that information against you.

I've got to stay positive though....lol

On a better note...after hanging out w/ Dad this afternoon I get to go shopping....lol

I'm going to respond to every PM when I get home and not on my ipad.
 
miplank said:
Java still being a vapid woman hating piece of shit?
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Java is not vapid and not a piece of shit....

He says im an alcoholic cuz im sensitive to the word. Im not an alcoholic...i abuse alcohol. My brain has not been changed..my problem is psychological. It's never caused me any relationship problems until now. Sooo I will stop. It will be hard but I have discipline...
 
cindylou said:
Java is not vapid and not a piece of shit....

He says im an alcoholic cuz im sensitive to the word. Im not an alcoholic...i abuse alcohol. My brain has not been changed..my problem is psychological. It's never caused me any relationship problems until now. Sooo I will stop. It will be hard but I have discipline...
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why were you going to leave teh EF
 
PICK3 said:
I wasn't familiar with that word

If you called me "vapid" I'd prob respond "Thanks"


just sayin'
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I was telling my sister what I said....she didn't know either loll...then she told me that I was wrong and shouldn't have said that...
 
to each their own. If you wanna stop boozing then do it. But do it for you and your family. Thats what I did. The only times I really fight with my wife we were both drinking. I quit in dec 09 while my wife was pregnant with out last baby. The last thing i wanted to happen would be taking her or one of the kids to the hospital and smelling like alcohol. I just didn't want to be "that guy" if ya know what i mean.
 
nah...I think the word vapid is incredibly overused...so props for good usage of vocabularly :)

really glad youre calmed down now though...I'm sorry I stepped out of it ...I can't be objective and I apologize for that
 
DannoMight said:
to each their own. If you wanna stop boozing then do it. But do it for you and your family. Thats what I did. The only times I really fight with my wife we were both drinking. I quit in dec 09 while my wife was pregnant with out last baby. The last thing i wanted to happen would be taking her or one of the kids to the hospital and smelling like alcohol. I just didn't want to be "that guy" if ya know what i mean.
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yeah, me and the husband only drink together if we have a sleepover sitter situation....so niether one of us has to be in charge...
and we're sloppy silly happy horny cab taking drunks :)
never fought with him drunk ever
 
DannoMight said:
to each their own. If you wanna stop boozing then do it. But do it for you and your family. Thats what I did. The only times I really fight with my wife we were both drinking. I quit in dec 09 while my wife was pregnant with out last baby. The last thing i wanted to happen would be taking her or one of the kids to the hospital and smelling like alcohol. I just didn't want to be "that guy" if ya know what i mean.
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Johnny and I never fought when we were drinking.......... Ammie...I'd fight with her.....
 
i get emotionally unstable when I drink. I start out happy and bubbly. Then it just goes downhill. I usuall don't wanna leave the bar or party. Then it gets blurry...
 
alcohol just makes situations worse so if you know you cant handle it then dont drink too much. But it is fun to get drunk lol but ppl have this weird idea that the more they drink the more fun theyll have, but really it just makes the person more like an idiot and less coherent. You gotta find ur happy medium especially when ur one who gets kinda crazy

cindylou ur a sweetie though, if u called me vapid i would have not known what u were talking about, and if someone wants to get so bent out of shape especially when ur drunk, then he needs to just let it go.
 
I only drink too much after a relationship. Being alone sucks. But sometimes you have to be for awhile.
 
the.gladiator1987 said:
alcohol just makes situations worse so if you know you cant handle it then dont drink too much. But it is fun to get drunk lol but ppl have this weird idea that the more they drink the more fun theyll have, but really it just makes the person more like an idiot and less coherent. You gotta find ur happy medium especially when ur one who gets kinda crazy

cindylou ur a sweetie though, if u called me vapid i would have not known what u were talking about, and if someone wants to get so bent out of shape especially when ur drunk, then he needs to just let it go.
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idk, the people think they need to drink more to have more fun is an over generalization

I like a light buzz sweet spot...too far and Im not happy
 
shirlene29 said:
idk, the people think they need to drink more to have more fun is an over generalization

I like a light buzz sweet spot...too far and Im not happy
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idk what over generalization means, im only 21 lol

light buzz is perfect. Cindy where do u live? cuz i think ud be a lot better to have someone to drink with :biggrin: i wouldnt be mad at you if you called me vapid :rainbow:
 
I'm a fun, happy, bubbly drinker for the most part....the few times I've overdone it I generally just end up wanting to go home and go to sleep.
 
nefertiti said:
I'm a fun, happy, bubbly drinker for the most part....the few times I've overdone it I generally just end up wanting to go home and go to sleep.
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ditto....add any kind of other substance though and its bad news
 
shirlene29 said:
ditto....add any kind of other substance though and its bad news
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I generally avoid liqour because the only times I've ever gotten like, REALLY drunk, has been when I've had liqour in the equation. Anything else I can pace myself perfectly so it doesn't get crazy, but liqour is, as a rule of thumb, not a good idea for me.
 
Remember what I told you and even thou the rest of these ass wipes think I'm crazy as hell you know the truth Stay it would never be the same without you. If you left I may possibly flip out and fist fuck somebodies eye socket
 
nefertiti said:
I generally avoid liqour because the only times I've ever gotten like, REALLY drunk, has been when I've had liqour in the equation. Anything else I can pace myself perfectly so it doesn't get crazy, but liqour is, as a rule of thumb, not a good idea for me.
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only thing I can't drink is beer and whiskey

beer because it has always made me sick and whiskey because it made me horrific sick once in my younger stupid drinking years

I can barely handle the smell of beam and coke on the husbands breath because its too close to regular whiskey to me
 
If you ever need to manhate you can do it to me, I can take it. Sometimes hating on the opposite sex is good, I don't care what anyone says, it's a good feeling to put an entire gender in its place.
 
PuddleMonkey said:
If you ever need to manhate you can do it to me, I can take it. Sometimes hating on the opposite sex is good, I don't care what anyone says, it's a good feeling to put an entire gender in its place.
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Yeah dude, especially when said gender is clearly inferior.
 
miplank said:
So now that you and java are done can we be friends again?
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yes! And I can eflirt again too! :D :D

Im not defending him....I never want to speak to him again.... but he's not vapid.

I don't like to hurt people's feelings or completely deflate someone's ego like that. I wasn't thinking. I regret what I said.


I love this commercial.....

 
nefertiti said:
I'm a fun, happy, bubbly drinker for the most part....the few times I've overdone it I generally just end up wanting to go home and go to sleep.
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I'm usually a good drunk! :D I just have no filter between my brain and my mouth...so I'm not thinking before I speak...everything just spills out. lollll Even things I don't really think...but think...if that makes sense.
 
Cindy, I'm glad you are doing better.
I think that we all understand how you feel especially with all that you've been through in the last few months. I mean, I don't know what I would do if puds posted my noods :D I'd cut somebody
 
princesa said:
Cindy, I'm glad you are doing better.
I think that we all understand how you feel especially with all that you've been through in the last few months. I mean, I don't know what I would do if puds posted my noods :D I'd cut somebody
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Cut Mitch! Cut Mitch!
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princesa said:
Cindy, I'm glad you are doing better.
I think that we all understand how you feel especially with all that you've been through in the last few months. I mean, I don't know what I would do if puds posted my noods :D I'd cut somebody
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Thanks princesa :heart:

so I wonder if puds will take me if I come crawling back
 
Puddz and Cindy back together? Yay, the world makes sense once again.




I'm glad you aren't going anywhere, Cindy. You bring a lot more than you even realize to this forum.





And I luf ya darrrrling.
 
lol...Im just remembering java saying as long as I didn't cheat he wouldn't leave me. lulz

Im also remembering the times I asked him if he thought I drank too much and he said no, I just drink on the weekends..."its fine babe :) "

maybe he was afraid to meet
 
cindylou said:
lol...Im just remembering java saying as long as I didn't cheat he wouldn't leave me. lulz

Im also remembering the times I asked him if he thought I drank too much and he said no, I just drink on the weekends..."its fine babe :) "

maybe he was afraid to meet
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the question is do you think you drink too much?? i think that there have been times in my life that i probably did...but, that's not necessarily a question that someone else can answer for you, me thinks.
 
digimon7068 said:
the question is do you think you drink too much?? i think that there have been times in my life that i probably did...but, that's not necessarily a question that someone else can answer for you, me thinks.
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I think I drink too much... I should have stopped or at least cut back a long time ago.
:( If you see me IRL you wouldn't even be able to tell that my life isn't perfect. I don't have any DUI's... I rarely leave the house and drink... and its never caused me any problems in my life, really. I'm responsible. I don't lay around the house the next day, I'm productive.. No one in my RL has said that I drink too much, but no one really knows how much I drink besides the people of EF really....my drinking has caused no real problems besides some embarassing posts on the internet and facebook and sometimes I say things I don't mean to say but most people have forgiven me for those mistakes.

I wish there was something I could do to go back and change what I said..

I mixed about the whole thing. I didn't mean to hurt anyone. I didn't meant to hurt myself in the process. It just sucks.

And what's funny is that my drinking was never a problem w/ java until I got mean....I'm just trying to understand what happened it went downhill so fast..in the manner of an hour..I fucked up and said the wrong thing and just like that everything changed....and when I look back, all I'm going to remember is the last 48 hours and none of the wonderful part. I still can't get fake relationship out of my head....I'll never forget that. I'll never forget that he was on the phone with me and posting our conversation on the board...I'll never forget that.

I'm just trying to make sense of what's happened still. Damn.
 
cindylou said:
I think I drink too much... I should have stopped or at least cut back a long time ago.
:( If you see me IRL you wouldn't even be able to tell that my life isn't perfect. I don't have any DUI's... I rarely leave the house and drink... and its never caused me any problems in my life, really. I'm responsible. I don't lay around the house the next day, I'm productive.. No one in my RL has said that I drink too much, but no one really knows how much I drink besides the people of EF really....my drinking has caused no real problems besides some embarassing posts on the internet and facebook and sometimes I say things I don't mean to say but most people have forgiven me for those mistakes.

I wish there was something I could do to go back and change what I said..

I mixed about the whole thing. I didn't mean to hurt anyone. I didn't meant to hurt myself in the process. It just sucks.

And what's funny is that my drinking was never a problem w/ java until I got mean....I'm just trying to understand what happened it went downhill so fast..in the manner of an hour..I fucked up and said the wrong thing and just like that everything changed....and when I look back, all I'm going to remember is the last 48 hours and none of the wonderful part. I still can't get fake relationship out of my head....I'll never forget that. I'll never forget that he was on the phone with me and posting our conversation on the board...I'll never forget that.

I'm just trying to make sense of what's happened still. Damn.
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i would say the same thing about me and my drinking...it never really had any negative effect perse (never had an accident or dui or got in drunken brawls or or lost friends or missed work or missed anything for that matter)...i just think that there were times in my life that i just drank too much...period...mostly out of boredom, i suppose...i haven't been bored in so long, i don't even remember what it was like...every now and then, i wish i was bored LOL.
 
digimon7068 said:
i would say the same thing about me and my drinking...it never really had any negative effect perse (never had an accident or dui or got in drunken brawls or or lost friends or missed work or missed anything for that matter)...i just think that there were times in my life that i just drank too much...period...mostly out of boredom, i suppose...i haven't been bored in so long, i don't even remember what it was like...every now and then, i wish i was bored LOL.
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yeah, it was mostly a social thing until Johnny left and then I basically started sitting at home and drinking on the weekends after abby went to bed.. while reading or browsing forums or listening to music..then all of the sudden its 4 oclock in the morning and I've drank 3/4 of a fifth of rum...
 
cindylou said:
yeah, it was mostly a social thing until Johnny left and then I basically started sitting at home and drinking on the weekends after abby went to bed.. while reading or browsing forums or listening to music..then all of the sudden its 4 oclock in the morning and I've drank 3/4 of a fifth of rum...
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buy an acoustic guitar and start learning how to play...you'll still be up 'till 4 am (it's quite addictive), you just won't drink a fifth of rum :)
 
thats the problem with long distance relationships..no one needs to talk for 5 or 6 hours....seriously I mean..if you were together IRL you'd be doing other things besides drinking and talking on teh phone with someone 700 miles away. Plus the paranoia I had about the no contact part...I'm not normally that way...LDR bring out the crazy in me. lol
 
digimon7068 said:
buy an acoustic guitar and start learning how to play...you'll still be up 'till 4 am (it's quite addictive), you just won't drink a fifth of rum :)
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lol! I have one..

I've already been thinking about what I'm going to do w/ the extra time....I already made plans to have the gaps filled so I'm not left to sit alone w/ my own thoughts :worried: lol normally I don't mind being alone w/ my thoughts but I think at least for a couple weeks I might need more company than normal...idk :)
 
why would you want to leave anyway. If you were ever having trouble all you have to do is pm me and I will solve it real quick.. That is if its a problem on the site that is. I cant help with life problems. I got enough of my own as it is.
 
Fuck that I pull out my Mesa Boogie Triple Rectifier Amp with a 2x12 cab and put the gain on 10 at 2 am while playing the Holy Wars solo just to piss off neighbors.
 
soberlou has to pay for the sins of drunkylou

oh well it is what it is. I'm getting out of the house..I've only been home awhile but for some reason sitting on my computer..just feels pathetic right now...lol...ttyal
 
cindylou said:
Java is not vapid and not a piece of shit....

He says im an alcoholic cuz im sensitive to the word. Im not an alcoholic...i abuse alcohol. My brain has not been changed..my problem is psychological. It's never caused me any relationship problems until now. Sooo I will stop. It will be hard but I have discipline...
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AH HAH!!!! if you haven't been asked yet, we have a place JUST for situations such as this! I hope that some0ne has asked you to come talk to us, if they haven't I am. We have a New Beginnings group here at EF, You may or may not be aware of it. We talk about everything, drugs, sex, addictve behaviors, and of course alcohol. We would love for you to drop by and sit with us sometime. We don't judge, we just shwre our experiences. You'll know the names if you come! We really would like for you to just drop by and say HI.

What's said over there never leaves. It stays in that room. You can say anything you want, I guarantee that you'll not say anything that we haven't done/heard/seen before.

I formally extend my hand, Please, it helps US more or as much as it helps you. We want you to come. please...
click Profile, click groups, see New Beginnings, it's an open group, just start posting.

OK?
 
everything will iron itself out. it usually does for those who have faith in themselves. plus you can always come on here for some lol's. lolollol's always make everbody feel better.
 
just...v said:
It was really good. Nobody got out of hand, me and the girls just grooved to the band. It was pretty chill.
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ahhh that's good. I snuck out of the bar w/ one of my girlfriends who wanted to leave and I took her home then came home and got my heart broken again by some guy I've never met from an internet fitness forum.. fml
 
DannoMight said:
everything will iron itself out. it usually does for those who have faith in themselves. plus you can always come on here for some lol's. lolollol's always make everbody feel better.
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cept maybe pill monkey. only pills will suffice his bad feelings/dopesickness
 
cindy, i think you're being too critical and hard on yourself.

as long as drinking doesn't get in the way of any work/things you want to get done, it's not a problem.
You're only addicted if you're dependent on it.
figure out why you drink.

I drink because it's a fucking blast. Only for events/special occasions/weekends.

One time freshman year of college, I went 6 months without drinking just to see if i could do it. And I did it easily.

jigga - i'm probably the nicest drunk in the world. Funny thing is, when i'm wasted, no one can really even tell i'm drunk. I've never even been in a fight drunk, but have broken up dozens of them. Of course, I joke around a lot. But I've only gotten angry drunk twice in my life.
And one of those times was when i had a beer in my pocket at 20 and my drunken buddy told the cops. they tackled me and i got a misdemeanor even though it was expunged from my record.

My only problem with drinking, is a few of my friends and I can drink nonstop till we pass out. We'll have over 20 drinks in an 8 hour span sometimes. Lately I try to stick around 6-10 drinks 2-4 times a month. 6-10 drinks then cutting yourself off makes for the perfect buzz.
 
I hurt someone while I was drinking and I don't want to be that kind of person..so..yeah I'm going to be hard on myself. As time goes on and the anger fades I can see where I went wrong.
 
cindylou said:
I hurt someone while I was drinking and I don't want to be that kind of person..so..yeah I'm going to be hard on myself. As time goes on and the anger fades I can see where I went wrong.
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Without our mistakes we don't grow and become better people. The point is to grow, thou, not beat yourself up.
 
Your disappointment is understandable, women tend to feel this way when they attempt to find a replacement for me.
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just...v said:
Without our mistakes we don't grow and become better people. The point is to grow, thou, not beat yourself up.
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true...

then all I have to do is think about the things he posted online and I get angry all over again...like I was reading the thread where I called his phone @ 12:30 I guess...I was on the phone w/ shirlene..so I hadn't called him...but what if I had..why wouldn't he answer the phone to talk? And then be cruel enough to post how often I called and the fact that I was even calling him at all was anyone's business other than ours. I just don't understand it. The only reason I'm posting about this here publicly is because I realized that I have some good friends on here...I didn't even realize that until the past 48 hours where a ton of people have been reaching out to me..it makes me feel really good :heart: and in that thread everyone but javaguru acted like a human being. See..I knew exactly how he would act when it ended with us because I saw how he acted earlier when I was post stalking his old posts (lol) I remember reading that and thinking to myself "Im reading the future..this is how he's going to act when we stop talking" but I didn't want to believe it because it seemed so different than his real personality..but then he went and proved me right! I didn't want to be right..but what do you do when youre usually right? :D
 
I really wish that thread when java and I got into it hadn't been deleted where I said that it was just a rebound relationship and that it would never last.

it'd be real nice to quote that right now.


just sayin'
 
Mitch is like one of those girlfriends who is trying to console you but at the same time can't help it and says 'I told you so...'
 
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