true...
then all I have to do is think about the things he posted online and I get angry all over again...like I was reading the thread where I called his phone @ 12:30 I guess...I was on the phone w/ shirlene..so I hadn't called him...but what if I had..why wouldn't he answer the phone to talk? And then be cruel enough to post how often I called and the fact that I was even calling him at all was anyone's business other than ours. I just don't understand it. The only reason I'm posting about this here publicly is because I realized that I have some good friends on here...I didn't even realize that until the past 48 hours where a ton of people have been reaching out to me..it makes me feel really good

and in that thread everyone but javaguru acted like a human being. See..I knew exactly how he would act when it ended with us because I saw how he acted earlier when I was post stalking his old posts (lol) I remember reading that and thinking to myself "Im reading the future..this is how he's going to act when we stop talking" but I didn't want to believe it because it seemed so different than his real personality..but then he went and proved me right! I didn't want to be right..but what do you do when youre usually right?