Post workout ramblings
ladymacbeth said:
Hm, you know, I didn't REALLY think that you were pissed because some woman spurned your advances, but it looks like with that last post that somebody just can't get a date. But I suppose you're too good for those flaky girls anyway.
I know I've never talked to you, but like I said, I've been feisty lately, and I'm sick of hearing about women being "stupid" and "bitches" and "stupid bitches" when we don't act in the perfect kind of passive, kind of slutty (but not TOO slutty), intelligent (but NOT TOO SMARTASS), way that you want us too. I see girls trying to jump through these wee little hoops and it
makes me half sad and half sick.
You were right on one point Lady MacBeth. You don't know me. You don't know me for shit, not what I look like, who I am, what I am, or what I have been through.
I'm (marginally) sorry that you are sick of hearing about women being stupid, and women being bitches...but you as women are not expected to jump through little hoops. That is a total crock of shit.
As a woman, as my partner/girlfriend, I would EXPECT you to act in a RATIONAL manner, not cheat on me, not be interested in me because I have a lot of money (I don't) or because I drive a nice car (I do).
I would expect you to act with HONOR, a concept I do not feel many women are very familiar with.
You see Lady MacBeth, as a 19 year old, I would generally be naive about the many simply disgusting female traits, part of which are listed in your post of my quotes.
Things such as leaving a good, nice and decent man for a man who treats her like shit....their obsession with money, and though they all screamed and bitched for equal rights, (which I think they deserve 100%), still expect men to pay for dates, etc etc..the illogical way they justify cheating and other actions by blaming it on their boyfriend/husband (no honor) rather than accepting responsibility for their actions.....these are just a very few examples of the way the MAJORITY of (particularly western/american) women act.
All my life I have been bombarded with how "BAD" men are. Men are "DOGS," men are cheaters, men are scum, men are perverts, men are controlling, blah blah with the feminist rhetoric.
Now as I grow older, my eyes rapidly have been opened as to what women as a whole are really about.
And quite frankly, I don't remember when I have EVER been so disgusted, disillusioned, and disappointed with something in my entire life. It makes me very sad, very
ANGRY and very confused about how to approach the issue of dating and women in general. My personal ideal relationship is one where my woman is my best friend, where I can trust her with my life, and can trust her not to hurt me, fuck me over, or cheat on me.
I have been severly hurt in the past, many on this board know that...an experience that has so shook me to my core that I still dream about it, feel it, and fear it often, though it's been many many months. At the same time I was going through this I supported friends such as High Intensity who were going through something even more horrible. I am generally not a very emotional person, but I have felt what it is like to be so hurt, and so sick, to just puke and puke and hyperventilate in a non-comprehending panic with the phone that brought you the bad news tightly clutched in your hand. That is the shock of pure betrayal. NO FUCKING HONOR.
Lady Macbeth, it is not about not being able to get dates, I think if I were to put some effort into it I could be quite successful with women...you can believe that or disbelieve it, that part is irrelevant to me, though I would be disappointed if people thought my anger was simply an issue of lack of success with women.... I actually have never in my life been turned down for a date, I am quite shy (getting better though) in real life and have never really pursued a woman, all my girlfriends and what not have pursued me first, including KC.
Eventually I will step into the dating arena with extreme prejudice, and extreme caution. I will give everyone a chance, but not more than one.
I could go on, but the point is Lady, the truth has been realized, and it is incredibly upsetting to me. If you dislike the way women are referred to in anger, then start a crusade to keep women from acting like stupid fucking bitches. You don't see men complaining about being called assholes, dogs, pricks, etc do you?
Stop fucking whining, start fucking changing.
That's directed at all PREDATORAY-type women in general, who are generally the perpetrators of my grievances with females.