Oh ok, I see what you mean. It makes you not give a shit about anything, though. That part has created problems between my wife and I, being that she is pregnant. Everything is a big deal to her, and I could give a shit less if it isn't life threatening.
Transitioning back is difficult, because now all of a sudden you're surrounded by undisciplined assholes who piss you off, and the worst part is you can't bitch slap them anymore. Generally speaking of course, not everyone is a scumbag, but for about the first year and a half it sure seems like it. I was never force, so I couldn't imagine how much more difficult that would be. I had a tough enough time just being regular 0331..
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