Hahahah I see. Are there any famous bodybuilders or fitness models who are proven to be natural or so?
there are zero ones that got to where they got because of just using hormones
you should be focusing on learning right now. once you get older you can for sure experiment with hormones, not telling you not to at all in the FUTURE.
i would put in years of natural training first. dont worry what your friend of zyzz does. zyzz is dead btw, and it could have been prevented had he taken a long term approach to the situation.