Who here suffers from real "Bigorexia"?

[Dial_tone]

I don't suffer from it. I'm much bigger than the average guy and I'm aware of it every hour i'm awake. I'm also not a guy who "needs to be on juice" to train hard and feel good about myself. I have no problem taking 6+ months off between cycles. I think I waited 8 months after my last one.

 

[psychedout]

Dial_tone should be the role model juicer.

 

[Dial_tone]

LOL. It's funny. I've never done a cycle longer than 10 weeks in my life so for 2004 I wanted to try two 16 week cycles just for kicks. I'm now in week 9 of the first 16-weeker and I'm so content with my progress I'm thinking about wrapping it up in 12 weeks. I'll probably force myself to stick it out since the side effects have been near non-existent so far.

 

[GoldenDelicious]

thats a nice problem to have, DT

 

[Nighthawkk]

yeah i think i have come to the conclusion that we need to rely on other people to tell us we are getting bigger and looking better. anytime someone give me a compliment or says damn you got big, it makes me feel better for a short period of time.

thats why if you have access to posting pics you should. it definatly helps.

Yea I totally agree. If it weren't for my friends at work telling me that I'm looking huge, I would just look in the mirror and see no progress, even if I measure arms at an inch or two larger than the previous few months. I think most of us that don't should start to use before/after pics each year that we cycle so that you can judge yourself more objectively.

 

[TheRide]

A large peercentage of this boards members have this...(hence we congregate together)...to feel more "normal" lol

Term, does that mean your considering yourself "normal" now??

 

[TheRide]

LOL. It's funny. I've never done a cycle longer than 10 weeks in my life so for 2004 I wanted to try two 16 week cycles just for kicks. I'm now in week 9 of the first 16-weeker and I'm so content with my progress I'm thinking about wrapping it up in 12 weeks. I'll probably force myself to stick it out since the side effects have been near non-existent so far.

DT - what is you cycle?

 

[Dial_tone]

week 1-14 EQ 300mg E4D
week 1-11 Deca 200mg E4D
week 12-16 Fina 75mg EOD

 

[TheRide]

Do you have any recovery probs running deca that long? Are you running any PCT?

 

[triplesixmaf]

i may have one of the worst cases out there i feel, im 6.0 230 and i feel like im about 150 and more than that i feel ugly