Sometimes cying makes me feel better. I'm not afraid to admit that. It's messed up, I've been sitting here on the couch nearly in tears for like....4 hrs and my wife, who is on the other couch talking to frineds all night hasnt even noticed. I know it's gay for me to feel bad about that, but in other ways I'm glad she hasnt noticed, cuz then she'll have a cow and be like, why are you sad, what did I do, blah blah blah and I dont wanna deal with that. I think I'll take your advice and go cry in the bathroom.
To everybody, please dont reply to this with mean thoughts. Even if you think I'm being a pussy, thats cool, but I dont need to know you feel that way. I just needed to vent.
Thanks.