Hey QT - you remember what I told you in our IM convo a little while ago?
To be honest (and this is said as a friend) - you allow yourself to be played and get hurt WAY TOO EASILY. It is extremely evident to all except you. I imagine you really want to be in a loving relationship so you make the mistake many of us make - you hitch your line to the first sign of love/caring and throw yourself into it cause you want it so damn bad.
Sorry to hear that, Boo, but live and learn. Pick yourself up, be cautious with the next one - but don't be jaded. Don't not allow yourself to fall again, just fall slowly.