i jusr recently had a talk with my wife and mother about my bb'ing and steroid use. they where both behind me 100% through the entire thing. they are both also involved in every aspect including my health. we had a sit down that led me to the decision to stop steroid use other than trt and lose about 70lbs. this will ruin any chance i had of a pro career (i think) we will see. the reasons where my attitude change (i was starting to be less respectful to people in general than i normally was and then there is the big reason. my heart is inlarged. and my mother, doc, and wife got worried. so its time to get healthy.