a subtle, slowly-progressing, degenerative disease that is difficult to diagnose but makes me a little bit less capable every day.
so like every day i would wake up a little less intelligent, a little less creative, a little worse at sports, a little less confident. My work, studies, and relationships would slowly deteriorate, and i would have no idea why. i would just become gradually less happy and progress a little more from awesome to loser continuously. everything i was good at i'd start sucking at, and because you are getting worse each day you are continually disappointing people and failing to meet expectations - set by both yourself and others. people would call me lazy, or troubled. i would be stressing out nonstop every day trying to figure out wtf is going on. you'd always take shit and never get sympathy, because nobody would know anything is wrong with you. eventually i would probly commit suicide. i don't think anyone could handle life becoming harder and harder every single day