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the pain is so bad, you can't stand yourself anymore? I close my eyes and pray I don't wake up, cause I can't make it through the day without my hydros. How do you sleep when the past visits you every night, and the faces of those you have sent on talk to you like you're their brutha and tell you they are waiting on you? How do you live when you know you should be dead, when everyone you ever called brutha lay scattered in the sand dead or dying and their is nothing you can do, but choose to die with them. But God has a diffrent plan for you, you can't choose to die, it is not his will. Nothing can stop you from living, not even you, when God says you carry on, you bare the burden, you live with the pain. My plan is clear to me, but my hell consumes me, I can't move forward, I can't go back, I can not live, I can not die. I am The One he has Choosen to bare the cross of my sins and those of my bruthas, this my niggas is why I call myself The Choosen One.
 
Indeed
 
I never play when death is near. :)
 
When the time comes that I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall indeed fear no evil, because God in heavens knows I'll be the most evil,heartless mutha fucka in the valley.
 
you remind yourself that the 4th of july is only 14 days away, muh-fugger...

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you should invest in a flash or pay your fuggin electric bill so your pics aren't so dark, nugga.

my wife painted the walls in our bedroom this blood-red kinda color and it sorta soaks up the light and my crackberry doesn't take the best pics in the world and stfu, too-tall...you get the pic (i'm all lumpy and shit), it doesn't have to be perfect :)
 
When the Hydros dont work you move to Oxy...once in a nice Oxy fog you play some x-box or wii or something...then you get on EF and post threads for TOTW votes!...well thats what I do now a days :-/
 
my wife painted the walls in our bedroom this blood-red kinda color and it sorta soaks up the light and my crackberry doesn't take the best pics in the world and stfu, too-tall...you get the pic (i'm all lumpy and shit), it doesn't have to be perfect :)

haha, my wife just had a few rooms in our house painted too. WTF is wrong with one color? I don't get wominz...


All I really see is a silhouette and some grey belly hairs..:whatever:
 
haha, my wife just had a few rooms in our house painted too. WTF is wrong with one color? I don't get wominz...


All I really see is a silhouette and some grey belly hairs..:whatever:

i actually like the dark red color...it makes me feel all sexy and sleepy and stuff...perfect bedroom color.

and my pic? it's not that dark...maybe your contrast is fucked up, yo!
 
You need a vacation, SB. Come out here and visit me and Plank. I promise you, after the first day you'll feel no pain.
 
isnt oxy made from hydrocone?

lol no. They are the same class of chemical but hydrocodone is one of the weakest possible. Most countries use it only for a cough medicine, not for pain. Oxy is a much stronger variant and obviously the way they are processed "OXY-gen" "HYDRO-gen" plays a part in strength and whatnot. It all comes from opium basically, its just synthetic...Or whatever...
 
ya i got in a HUGE arguement last weekend about what you just said...i said Percocet, Vic etc...are way weaker than oxy
 
Basically, The SB translation is this...


He is in fuckin pain, but he is The Chosen one and greater than all of you.
 
SB, in all seriousness, i'm sure you're probably in pain on the regular.

is there no other options? Surgically? Although I've seen first hand when that shit goes bad and can make things worse, but that's not always the case.
 
You need a vacation, SB. Come out here and visit me and Plank. I promise you, after the first day you'll feel no pain.

maybe he will bring his wife too!!
 
Guys my pain runs deeper than physical. I sleep with the dead and awake among the living, I can't right the wrongs I've been forced to do. I try to take my life and all I lose is sight, I can't die, I can't change the past, I can't see the light anymore. I died years ago, so why can I not rest? I'm damned, but it will pass, long enough for me to torture myself some more. It never ends for me, all I want is to sleep in hell with my bruthas, to be whole again. I will never be the man I was ever again, my life is for my kids, but my fears are that they see my agony and know that I suffer for the wrongs I have done. I have brought lil joy to this world only death and pain and suffering. When it is my time I welcome it, until then I drag my chains and tote my cross, I could never imagine what Jesus went through for me and you, because I know what I go through for my bruthas. Death was kind, it's the living that is agony. LOLZ @ you niggas thinking I would be so arrogant as to call myself The Choosen One in the sense I am greater than you. I am bad in every way, to the point that God shows me not even the mercy of death, but Chose me to carry the sins of myself and my bruthas. I am indeed The Chosen One.
 
you remind yourself that the 4th of july is only 14 days away, muh-fugger...

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LOLZ don't worry Ima still kick your ass bro, but only cause I love ya
 
God damn you mutha fuckers have totally fucked up my suicide thread, Jesus fucking Christ can't a mutha fucka kill himself with some dignity, instead of you nuggas talking bout hookers and heels. Nevermind I been sleeping under the bed and fucking belly crawling behind trees and shit when planes and helicopters fly over my house. LMAO guess I should just take 4- 7.5's and join in on the fun. FML
 
He's talking about his past in the military...


anyways SB, I normally wouldn't do this to you but like I told you on the phone this shit is depressing and i'm gonna have to hijack your thread nugga.
 
I'm just a pill addict, you niggas nevermind me.
 
I like snuff after 5 or 6 ham sammiches.
 
So you take the pills for physical pain or because you are addicted to them as well?
 
what war did you fight in?

LMAO The Civil War nigga, dude did you know our goverment is always at war, because CNN doesn't tell you about it, doesn't mean it's not going on bro. But to just run down a few vacation spots I been to Afghan, Iraq, Bosnia, Isreal, Columbia, Egypt just to name a few. LOLZ @ wars. Nevermind me nigga it's just the pills talking hommie.
 
I took 2 7.5 hydros today.


Breakfast of champs!

and why would you need them? Where exactly was all the hardship in your pampered little life?
 
I STFU and remember there are ppl in worse shape than me that have a more difficult existence...and I go on with my fucking life


now STFU and grow a pair

srsly tho..if you ever need to talk I'm around....but stfu, really
 
I STFU and remember there are ppl in worse shape than me that have a more difficult existence...and I go on with my fucking life


now STFU and grow a pair

srsly tho..if you ever need to talk I'm around....but stfu, really

Haha this was similar to what I was going to say on page one but figured I'd feel bad if SB OD'd
 
Narcotics are actually a gift from an alien race and if you know the secret ritual that must be used when taking the narcotics, they can actually unlock a part of your brain that enables superhuman type powers. It can also allow you to speak with beings of other dimensions. the problem is people ABUSE these magical creations and only try to "get high", this is a complete waste and is obviously all became started when the human rulers let the propaganda machine go to work to try to hide their real powers.
 
im afraid of ghosts, because when i die they will make fun of me for the stupid things i do when noone is around. ie: once i was really baked and sneaking thru the house with a ninja sword, playin nija i guess. i jumped into the bathroom and saw myself in the mirror and thought it was someone else so i threw the sword and broke the mirror. i told my gf it was the cat. but ghosts saw. and when i die they will pick on me
 
No no, DJ pays YOUR bills! I know it's not all that intriguing since the Canadian government already does that for you.
 
well somebody has to pay them for me. i could buy another new car and dj and the govt can split everything 50/50. we can invite pick3 over
 
Narcotics are actually a gift from an alien race and if you know the secret ritual that must be used when taking the narcotics, they can actually unlock a part of your brain that enables superhuman type powers. It can also allow you to speak with beings of other dimensions. the problem is people ABUSE these magical creations and only try to "get high", this is a complete waste and is obviously all became started when the human rulers let the propaganda machine go to work to try to hide their real powers.

aka "I take oxy's when i have a migraine"
 
I'm so depressed now I don't have the energy to kill myself. Oh well I gave you nuggas the chance to push me over the edge and all y'all wanna do is talk about sammiches and shit. Don't say I didn't try. :)
 
I don't wanna sleep cause their waiting on me. Somebody get in here and keep me up.
 
SB you can't kill yourself, who's going to keep all these pussy ass vagina haters inline on these forums?
 
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