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Well I will probably be going to her place again tonight. I'm not sure yet what she is trying to do, but she told me she only has a few days because this weekend she is going for her internship, and its a 7hour drive. She'll be there 6-8 weeks, the PROBABLY will be coming back for the rest of the semester to work here until graduation, and she mentioned possibly seeing me when she gets back until she moves. THe issue is that she does not know where she is moving and may have a job in Colorado starting this Spring.
I thought I was over her, and it was just a short crush, but after spending the night with her, yeah I definately have some feelings for her...
Now I feel like shit also because my fuck buddy has an away message on her yahoo id saying... "does he even know what he does to me?" Honestly I do not have any strong emotions for Anna, and if I got involved with her, our relationship would be purely sexual... our agreement almost two weeks ago was to be fuck buddies and nothing more.... at her request... I'm sorry that she got attached, and I'm thinking I need to end this before she gets hurt.
Kristy...called me before going to the gym also, but had another call and said she would call back. It seems her interest is sparked again... and I could see myself with her long term. She is everythign I am looking for in a woman, and yes I have some feelings for her... but now that Amber is apparently trying to get involved in my life again, it is clear to me that if I had to chose, emotionally I have stronger attachment to Amber, dispite Kristy probably making a better long term match for me.
I won't even start on Courtney (for those who keep up with this, some of you refered to her as the meth dealer's girlfriend...anywho he is out of the picture).
Why did she have to do this right now? I mean a few more days and Amber would have been gone out of town, and perhaps I would have forgotten about her. When she had first told me she was not ready to be with anyone yet, because she realized she was not over her ex, she said she would probably regret not getting with me...maybe she is trying to stop those regretes, but this does not live us any time to form a solid relatoinship... and I am a bit worried about getting hurt here. Last night before I went over she mentioned alot about me being a wonderful guy, and that she has never been able to attract someone who was kind and compassionate before... that she never thought she was good enough for a nice guy. I told her that when we were dating she was good enough for me.
Sorry if I am rambling... this is alot to sort through and typing it out helps me.
I thought I was over her, and it was just a short crush, but after spending the night with her, yeah I definately have some feelings for her...
Now I feel like shit also because my fuck buddy has an away message on her yahoo id saying... "does he even know what he does to me?" Honestly I do not have any strong emotions for Anna, and if I got involved with her, our relationship would be purely sexual... our agreement almost two weeks ago was to be fuck buddies and nothing more.... at her request... I'm sorry that she got attached, and I'm thinking I need to end this before she gets hurt.
Kristy...called me before going to the gym also, but had another call and said she would call back. It seems her interest is sparked again... and I could see myself with her long term. She is everythign I am looking for in a woman, and yes I have some feelings for her... but now that Amber is apparently trying to get involved in my life again, it is clear to me that if I had to chose, emotionally I have stronger attachment to Amber, dispite Kristy probably making a better long term match for me.
I won't even start on Courtney (for those who keep up with this, some of you refered to her as the meth dealer's girlfriend...anywho he is out of the picture).
Why did she have to do this right now? I mean a few more days and Amber would have been gone out of town, and perhaps I would have forgotten about her. When she had first told me she was not ready to be with anyone yet, because she realized she was not over her ex, she said she would probably regret not getting with me...maybe she is trying to stop those regretes, but this does not live us any time to form a solid relatoinship... and I am a bit worried about getting hurt here. Last night before I went over she mentioned alot about me being a wonderful guy, and that she has never been able to attract someone who was kind and compassionate before... that she never thought she was good enough for a nice guy. I told her that when we were dating she was good enough for me.
Sorry if I am rambling... this is alot to sort through and typing it out helps me.
