I didnt get to read your original post but I can tell you by reading your apology that I have felt the same way. A few months ago I got peppersprayed and arrested for underaged drinking! I wasnt even drunk when the cops showed up at my house, this cop has a long history of excessive force and bullshit like this. The reason why he said he sprayed me was because I flexed my pecs and it "intimidated" him. Bullshit, he just wanted to inflict pain and be a badass. But I have also ran into some very good cops, real nice people.