ok here it goes.
about 8 weeks ago i started my first cycle, upped the cals often, trained hard. since then i gained 20 pounds. in pure fat and water!!!
guess what, the fucking aas was fake!!!
since the begining ive gone up maybe 5-6 pounds in strength in most exersices, not all.
and offcourse the little gain in strength comes from eating 15-1800 cals over my daily intake.
and the only difference i see in my fysique is on my belly.
will start my pct tommorrow, just to be on the safe side, in a few weeks ill go take some bloodtest and se where im at.
fuck, this was my first "cycle". why is this happening to me.
i was looking forword to after 12 weeks, be 8 pounds or so heavier in pure muscle, and just being big and ripped in the gym.
ive eating so much food, bought so much food.
been u in the middle of the night womiting from the 100+ grams oliveoil i drank just to get those extra cals.
been saying no to parties, even thou i dont party much at all but some weekend i go out. but know i havent done anything in 13 weeks or so beacause ive been so disciplined.
have dedicated all my time to this, for what....FUCKO!!!
writing this beacause i just want to cheerfull words from u guys.
hope this doesnt happen to u.
about 8 weeks ago i started my first cycle, upped the cals often, trained hard. since then i gained 20 pounds. in pure fat and water!!!
guess what, the fucking aas was fake!!!
since the begining ive gone up maybe 5-6 pounds in strength in most exersices, not all.
and offcourse the little gain in strength comes from eating 15-1800 cals over my daily intake.
and the only difference i see in my fysique is on my belly.
will start my pct tommorrow, just to be on the safe side, in a few weeks ill go take some bloodtest and se where im at.
fuck, this was my first "cycle". why is this happening to me.
i was looking forword to after 12 weeks, be 8 pounds or so heavier in pure muscle, and just being big and ripped in the gym.
ive eating so much food, bought so much food.
been u in the middle of the night womiting from the 100+ grams oliveoil i drank just to get those extra cals.
been saying no to parties, even thou i dont party much at all but some weekend i go out. but know i havent done anything in 13 weeks or so beacause ive been so disciplined.
have dedicated all my time to this, for what....FUCKO!!!
writing this beacause i just want to cheerfull words from u guys.
hope this doesnt happen to u.
