if that shit happened to me, i would think 2wice about inj. myself again. I am not a doctor, and although we at this board know more about steroids than most doctors, there are consequences one has to be aware of. i guess my advice would be that if you really don't want to stick yourself again, stick with orals. Maybe find a freind/nurse that can do it for you or something, someone a little trained in the area of injecting, if still don't want to ..fuck it. i saw your pic you look like you can make good gains with proper diet and all that weighlifting/excersie stuff. good luck