The sad reality of coming off a high-dosed Androgenic cycle

[DepressiveJuice]

i dont see whats so bad about what i said. what should i have said? "sorry for your troubles, hope everything works out for the better?" anyone who says things like that is just BSing and saying it because its expected. you well know that you arent thinking twice about JA outside this board

 

[Juice Authority]

i dont see whats so bad about what i said. what should i have said? "sorry for your troubles, hope everything works out for the better?" anyone who says things like that is just BSing and saying it because its expected. you well know that you arent thinking twice about JA outside this board

You're right. The time I was spending on the Internet amongst other things were creating big problems in our marriage. Plus, I was very inwardly focused to the point where I didn't even notice the people around me. All I cared about was AAS, working out and looking good. Now I'm paying the price for that. I wouldn't wish what I'm going through now on my worst enemy. This sucks and the only thing that will make it better is time.

 

[GoldenDelicious]

using the net right now is probably great for you, not only as a distraction but as a bit of support from like minded people

good luck with it all mate, sounds nasty

cheers

 

[satchboogie]

juice..

keep it tight brother!

 

[Vicious cycle]

Best of Luck, JA

 

[mlong23]

no suggestions, but hope you get better. One question, why have you been on for so long?

 

[Juice Authority]

juice..

keep it tight brother!

It's tight but mentally I'm coming unbuckled. Too much self-indulgence.

 

[RADAR]

You hang in there JA or i'll kick your A** !!!!

If you need anything pm me bro!


RADAR

 

[Mavy]

our bodies are amazing in their ability to bounce back from illness and injury. just give it good food and supplements and do what you have to to get the help you need for the sub. abuse and you will bounce back.

Hey juice ... 40 has nailed it here. I honestly wouldnt skip the PCT though. I think that your first step to getting healthy again is to get your HPTA back, and I think that you are going to remain feeling shitty until it is ... no matter what other drugs you use to mask it. I would hit a VERY TIGHT PCT for about 1 month, check frequently with your doctor to see that you are rebounding.

In all honestly ... If I were you in your situation, i would ditch the juice altogether for atleast 1 year (change your name to NaturalAuthority). I know I will take a lot of heat for suggesting this especially on this board ... but hey ... just telling you what I would do. Im not saying stop training ... fuck no! THat will help you both mentally and physically.

Step1: Get your HPTA back.
Stpe2: Get your priorities straight (get help if you really need it).
Step3: Make a plan and follow through with it.

The reason why I think that you should take a year off is because you have taken quite a bit of chemical abuse lately. Give your body a treat and train naturally for a while (you can still make gains bro)... eat very healthy, get plently of rest ... spend some time with family and friends and people close to you ... and in a years time take a look at where you are compared to where you are now and then when you have your shit together better, make the decision if you want to juice it up again.

Good Luck bro!
Mavy

 

[pharmguy]

I was taking a high of Xanax, Vals, Rohibinal (roofies), Vic's and Ativan. The withdrawal from that plus coming off an androgenic cycle is by far the most misrerable experience one could ever wish to go through. I stoped everything even the PCT drugs. Right on I'm taking Bendrayl and that's it. This sucks Big Time.

Dude, I have been down that road before. In the last few years the only thing I have used has been AAS. For now, I think you ought to drop everything including the anabolics, get your life together, get into a 12 step prgram, or you will watch everything in your life that is important to you disappear. The usuall ending will be
-divorce
-unemployment-
-death
-jail

Seriously bro, this is not just self indulgence, its a problem, let me know if I can help.
PG