i totally agree. DepressiveJuice, that post has to be the most fucked up thing i've seen on this board since i've been here...his wife????? damn, i'm speechless.
i know if i took as much gh as Fonz recommends, especially w/o ramping it up, i'd be one hurting mofo. in fact, i did that and i WAS one hurting mofo.
JA, i agree with manny and others that you should get yourself on a really solid nutritional supplement program, some things that will start to build yourself back up again. while i have been there bro, crash-wise i mean, i have not dealt with the substance abuse thing you're going through and i tell you i really feel for you brother and i am really pulling for you as well and praying for you. i know you're going through hell on earth right now and man that sucks.
mike cpt hit it on the head though bro, your body needs time to heal, and heal it will if given time. our bodies are amazing in their ability to bounce back from illness and injury. just give it good food and supplements and do what you have to to get the help you need for the sub. abuse and you will bounce back.
all the best bother, hang in there man, we are all pulling for you!
email me if you ever want to talk my man.