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calveless wonder

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i'm done.

after talking to a good bro on this site who i respect alot (as well as a couple of other people in my lives, in the past) who basically has/have the same personality types and mental disorders(as well as the same reactions to it)i've realized it's in the best interest of my mental health and happiness. I was contemplating it, but never had the strength to follow through (or the 100% want)

it's going to be tough, because sometimes i feel great when i smoke and in a way it fuels my creativity.i have times where i feel happy and have interesting and hilarious moments with my friends.but just as often it gives me incredibly anxiety, fuels self doubt, and gets me incredibly depressed as well. All the delusional thoughts/insecurities come out when i smoke. psychosis basically

not to mention i can't function at all when i smoke.

wish me luck bors and borettes.

going to be difficult because all my friends love weed and i've been smoking since i was 15...holy fuck, 10 years. lots of memories. It was always a bonding/social tool with people, new and existing, and that may be the hardest thing to give up.


I may make an exception if i end up in amsterdam again.
 
smokin.. is that the reason you didn't close the deal with that 30 yr old slut??

married or not?? everybody needs love..

jk..

good for you..
 
good lucky man.

Just so you know, I was just like you in college. I gave up week too because it made me paranoid and fucked me up bad, so I thought.

I revisted it later in life on a snowboarding trip in Whistler and since then I've had it handy at all times.

Thing is, now I rarely drink. I do enjoy my smoke, but I NEVER get paranoid, period. It just doesn't happen. Even if I over smoke, or eat a fucking pot brownie, I'm fine. I like to think that its because I've learned a little more mind over matter, but in reality its more likely that I am stable in my life now. In college, I did have plenty of shit to be anxious about, now, I have no anxiety. I could die today and I'd think I lived a life well lived. I don't worry about money. Each day is something to cherish and look forward to and a little weed only enhances that now.
 
if u need any support we r here. u may need to find a temporary "substitute" to make it easier. like smokers sometimes chew gum or drink diet pop everytime they crave (not saying u r addicted like that)
 
You don't need an artificial stimulant to be creative. I've never done drugs and my boon is freaky... and I don't mean the waste product of flax.

Also, I don't think you should already be considering exceptions (trip to Amsterdam) to the rule you make.

Good luck with your decision!
 
smoking should be reserved for when you are out in nature.

the night sky reflected across a river is almost overwhelming when you are high and away from civilization
 
if you are/were a regular smoker (daily) quitting will be extremely tough. marijuana is comparable to quitting heroin (not in the physical withdrawal symptoms but the mental withdrawal). good luck.
 
bro, you are reaching imo, blaming weed for something that has nothing to do with your problems.
let's review the substances that you are on/use
-steroids
-gh
-booze
-xtc
-depression meds (?)
I'm not trying to be a dick, and i do agree quitting can be in one's best interests, but from what i gather about you, smoking weed is the least of your problems and blaming it is a copout.
just my opinion, and i'm just a random toolbelt so take it for what it's worth
 
Powerbuilder333 said:
If you were a daily toker, expect sever nightmare's. I had 'em for 3 weeks straight when I quit.
Good Luck.
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lol what?
i was a chronic smoker for 15 yrs and i quit cold turkey with zero problems, except the occasional boredom desire to blaze.
it's easy, tobacco is a different story
 
You don't know how good you have it if weed is the only substance giving you problems.


Blaze some rock instead
 
i had the same issues after a while as i got older. When you're young you don't care much about things, but as time passes it changes.

I guarantee you're going through what i did. You get older and take on more resposibilities and therefore more stress and more potential for failure at the issues stressing you out. When youre high and your mind is wandering it'll pull up these deep rooted issues to the foreground. I think this happens to creative and more intelligent people as a subconcious type of defense mechanism. Pot is making you confront the issues head on instead of burying them. This is in a way good though that it happens, bcause it shows you're the kind of person that actually gives a shit. It would be much worse to be someone that uses a drug to completely blind themself from the issues in their life, right? Like drunks who drink their issues away. It doesn't make them go away though, it just blinds them to the issues.

One of the issues that kept ragging on me when i toked came to pass about 4 months back. I had to deal with it and it made me a "stronger" person. Life is about experiences and growth. I haven't smoked in a year, so definately not since the issue came to pass, but I know I'd have a much better time being high now since that is one big lump of sress I don't have to worry about anymore.

But the thing is, if it weren't for pot I think going through the issue would have been much harder. It made me prepare. It made me start to look at things in a more realistic light and grow as a person to learn to cope with things better and change my outlook on life in general for the realistic best.

Look at pot as a tool, not a demon in this case. Sometimes it takes a big event in life to start looking at life in a more laid back wtf attitude when you realize you're powerless against it. Stress over a lot of things seem to disapper after that and you're more free to live in the moment and have fun.
 
Bino said:
bro, you are reaching imo, blaming weed for something that has nothing to do with your problems.
let's review the substances that you are on/use
-steroids
-gh
-booze
-xtc
-depression meds (?)
I'm not trying to be a dick, and i do agree quitting can be in one's best interests, but from what i gather about you, smoking weed is the least of your problems and blaming it is a copout.
just my opinion, and i'm just a random toolbelt so take it for what it's worth
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Every addict I know (and I know a lot) thinks this way. He knows his body and mind, he's noticing how he feels when he smokes. Let him go through everything else and realize what's working and what's not. I'm not saying I don't agree with you to a degree. But weed messes with a lot of people the same way the joose or other drugs will.
 
jnevin said:
Every addict I know (and I know a lot) thinks this way. He knows his body and mind, he's noticing how he feels when he smokes. Let him go through everything else and realize what's working and what's not. I'm not saying I don't agree with you to a degree. But weed messes with a lot of people the same way the joose or other drugs will.
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just from personal experience, when i was rolling/drinking/smokin ciggs i would feel like mental crap after the weekend...the crap feeling would last untill thurs when the bender would start again, then repeat cycle.
this is the cycle that it appears calveless is in, notice this thread appeared on a sunday, most likely after a party weekend.
dopamine levels are depleted from drinking, mental is wounded...i think more steps are needed for the bro to feel better than just quitting smoking out.
bro is on a rollercoaster of highs and lows and i don't think weed has much to do with it...though obviously i could be wrong
 
Bino said:
just from personal experience, when i was rolling/drinking/smokin ciggs i would feel like mental crap after the weekend...the crap feeling would last untill thurs when the bender would start again, then repeat cycle.
this is the cycle that it appears calveless is in, notice this thread appeared on a sunday, most likely after a party weekend.
dopamine levels are depleted from drinking, mental is wounded...i think more steps are needed for the bro to feel better than just quitting smoking out.
bro is on a rollercoaster of highs and lows and i don't think weed as much to do with it...though obviously i could be wrong
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xtc messes your shit up. add in aas and weed too. forget it. when i stopped partying hard i went through complete depression for 6 months. it was bad. my brain was broken. weed effects people differently though. in my case, quitting was horrible. first 10 days was like i took crazy pills with a side order of no sleep.
 
Bino said:
just from personal experience, when i was rolling/drinking/smokin ciggs i would feel like mental crap after the weekend...the crap feeling would last untill thurs when the bender would start again, then repeat cycle.
this is the cycle that it appears calveless is in, notice this thread appeared on a sunday, most likely after a party weekend.
dopamine levels are depleted from drinking, mental is wounded...i think more steps are needed for the bro to feel better than just quitting smoking out.
bro is on a rollercoaster of highs and lows and i don't think weed has much to do with it...though obviously i could be wrong
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I don't disagree with you. I'm just saying weed has as much to do with it as anything. Chronic use affects people more than they realize or are willing to admit. The joose does too. Not so much while you're on, depending on what you're running, but when you come off there's a period where you're just not quite right. E and blow... no brainer. Fucks with your seratonin and getting all geeked out is fucking taxing on your brain piece. None of it's good, but weed isn't harmless.
 
jnevin said:
I don't disagree with you. I'm just saying weed has as much to do with it as anything. Chronic use affects people more than they realize or are willing to admit. The joose does too. Not so much while you're on, depending on what you're running, but when you come off there's a period where you're just not quite right. E and blow... no brainer. Fucks with your seratonin and getting all geeked out is fucking taxing on your brain piece. None of it's good, but weed isn't harmless.
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in my case, i see the effects of cessation of weed similar to ketamine. brain is foggy. k left my vocabulary in the shitter for awhile.
 
jnevin said:
I don't disagree with you. I'm just saying weed has as much to do with it as anything. Chronic use affects people more than they realize or are willing to admit. The joose does too. Not so much while you're on, depending on what you're running, but when you come off there's a period where you're just not quite right. E and blow... no brainer. Fucks with your seratonin and getting all geeked out is fucking taxing on your brain piece. None of it's good, but weed isn't harmless.
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for whatever reason, heavy drinking leaves me real depressed the next day...all good feeling is drained outta me.
usually takes a few days to get back to feeling good...
 
Bino said:
for whatever reason, heavy drinking leaves me real depressed the next day...all good feeling is drained outta me.
usually takes a few days to get back to feeling good...
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I didn't address that, but I agree. If you're feeling down in any way, it's probably not the best idea in the world to cure the blues with a depressant. No matter what kind.
 
lots of folks start smoking pot in their early teens. this is very much
a formative time in life. personality and other vital psychological
aspects are in flux, to say nothing of the physiological stuff.

many peeps smoke with impunity, for others, it becomes a nightmare.
this is a matter of brain chemistry and personality.

either way, THC is a powerful and addictive drug. unlike its psychoactive
kin, marijuana is insidious. you KNOW when cocaine, booze or pills kick
your ass. with your average pot head you're more likely to hear " its just
weed, man. it's safe, non addicting and i can quit when i get ready"
 
calveless wonder said:
i'm done.

after talking to a good bro on this site who i respect alot (as well as a couple of other people in my lives, in the past) who basically has/have the same personality types and mental disorders(as well as the same reactions to it)i've realized it's in the best interest of my mental health and happiness. I was contemplating it, but never had the strength to follow through (or the 100% want)

it's going to be tough, because sometimes i feel great when i smoke and in a way it fuels my creativity.i have times where i feel happy and have interesting and hilarious moments with my friends.but just as often it gives me incredibly anxiety, fuels self doubt, and gets me incredibly depressed as well. All the delusional thoughts/insecurities come out when i smoke. psychosis basically

not to mention i can't function at all when i smoke.

wish me luck bors and borettes.

going to be difficult because all my friends love weed and i've been smoking since i was 15...holy fuck, 10 years. lots of memories. It was always a bonding/social tool with people, new and existing, and that may be the hardest thing to give up.


I may make an exception if i end up in amsterdam again.
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Good luck orb!

p.s. With the Amsterdam thing, don't torture yourself, I say toke up til your heart's content, and leave it @ that. Otherwise you may feel deprived & come home & end up smoking again.
 
Bino said:
I'm not trying to be a dick
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Leave that up to me little buddy...


weed.jpg
 
Bino said:
bro, you are reaching imo, blaming weed for something that has nothing to do with your problems.
let's review the substances that you are on/use
-steroids
-gh
-booze
-xtc
-depression meds (?)
I'm not trying to be a dick, and i do agree quitting can be in one's best interests, but from what i gather about you, smoking weed is the least of your problems and blaming it is a copout.
just my opinion, and i'm just a random toolbelt so take it for what it's worth
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I appreciate the honest perspective dude...and from the outside it might appear like that

but
-i don't take any depression meds.....
-i felt like this way before i started using steroids (or using them again).
-i've used XTC once in the last 2 and a half to 3 years. the last time i was actually using it here and there that long ago i stopping training for a long time

i booze about once a week, sometimes twice. when i'm on cycle, usually once every 2 weeks i'll drink.

i know my body and what weed does to me. i've been smoking pretty much everyday since ive moved into my new place.

it's tough becuase i use marijuana as my vice as to not drink frequently...but now that's not an option.
 
calveless wonder said:
i'm done.

after talking to a good bro on this site who i respect alot (as well as a couple of other people in my lives, in the past) who basically has/have the same personality types and mental disorders(as well as the same reactions to it)i've realized it's in the best interest of my mental health and happiness. I was contemplating it, but never had the strength to follow through (or the 100% want)

it's going to be tough, because sometimes i feel great when i smoke and in a way it fuels my creativity.i have times where i feel happy and have interesting and hilarious moments with my friends.but just as often it gives me incredibly anxiety, fuels self doubt, and gets me incredibly depressed as well. All the delusional thoughts/insecurities come out when i smoke. psychosis basically

not to mention i can't function at all when i smoke.

wish me luck bors and borettes.

going to be difficult because all my friends love weed and i've been smoking since i was 15...holy fuck, 10 years. lots of memories. It was always a bonding/social tool with people, new and existing, and that may be the hardest thing to give up.


I may make an exception if i end up in amsterdam again.
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the same thing happened to me, except I started when I was 13, quit when I was in my young 30's, smoked for about 20 years. It just started having some of the same effects as you wrote, very unpleasant the majority of the time. I liked it, but it started to not like me. It was easy for me to give up, too bad alcohol and other drugs weren't......
 
jnevin said:
I don't disagree with you. I'm just saying weed has as much to do with it as anything. Chronic use affects people more than they realize or are willing to admit. The joose does too. Not so much while you're on, depending on what you're running, but when you come off there's a period where you're just not quite right. E and blow... no brainer. Fucks with your seratonin and getting all geeked out is fucking taxing on your brain piece. None of it's good, but weed isn't harmless.
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exactly why i stay away from hardcore drugs. Will i rip a rail every so often? Yeah..maybe like a 5-6 times a year...but i've never been a fan of it to be honest. people with true ADHD have a complete different reaction to stimulants.
i expect to feel like shit if i do coke/e....
and as you get older you can't really balance responsibility and do that type of shit and function normally. well..at least i can't.

i always used weed because i thought it was "safer" but it really has a serious impact on my psyche. it doesn't affect everybody like this, i am just one of the unfortunate ones
 
timtim said:
if you are/were a regular smoker (daily) quitting will be extremely tough. marijuana is comparable to quitting heroin (not in the physical withdrawal symptoms but the mental withdrawal). good luck.
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This is a joke right?
 
SaladFork said:
This is a joke right?
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nope. do some research on current information. even dr. drew made mention of it on celebrity rehab - his words were something like "chronic marijuana smokers are in for the long haul when trying to quit as the withdrawal mimics opiods". i thought it was a joke too. not the case.
 
timtim said:
nope. do some research on current information. even dr. drew made mention of it on celebrity rehab - his words were something like "chronic marijuana smokers are in for the long haul when trying to quit as the withdrawal mimics opiods". i thought it was a joke too. not the case.
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How long have you smoked pot before you tried to quit?
 
timtim said:
way too long. over 10 years, daily for 6 years or so and that was multiple times a day.
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I smoked nonstop for quite a few years, I really had no issues quiting weed. You can do timtim!!! Chew on the other hand is another story.
 
SaladFork said:
I smoked nonstop for quite a few years, I really had no issues quiting weed. You can do timtim!!! Chew on the other hand is another story.
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im good now. thanks for the encouragement. 2 of my friends quite a few months before me and they had zero issues. me, it was like slow torture. good now and have been for awhile. thanks.
 
This is a good idea bro, you'll feel alot better, seriously.

I started smoking marijuana when I was 12, and continued largely for the same reasons you did. I found it relatively easy to quit, because I really just stopped enjoying being high.

the longer you go without it, the next time you try it, the more fucking destroyed you get, and I just felt useless anti-social when high and slowed down, it wasn't really enjoyable anymore. I didn't have a hard time quitting, I would smoke it once a month or a couple of times to start off with, every once in a while. Though I found myself enjoying it less and less.

No need to quit cold turkey and go without it forever, unless that is what you want, I think it's still seriously benefical to quit and then maybe smoke every once in a while with buddies if the time is right, just my two cents, you probably wont enjoy it as much as you used to either, that's the time to stop.

I've got a handful of friends who are seriously addicted and they just can't function normally without it anymore, it's kind of sad really, one of them is a total perma fry.
 
Bino said:
you smoke bro? i never thought you did
and as soon as i get my testing over with i'm blazing for sure.
fug quitting it's boring!!!
weeded for eva!!
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I haven't for some time now, can't say I really miss it.
 
FriendlyCanadian said:
you betta unbomb one of my main nigs caveless!!

or unleash the dogs of war I shall!!
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lolloolollololol

I love calves, but he asked for it.

lol@your dogs of war
 
PuddleMonkey said:
In my case it was mostly because I've dated a few weed girls in the past, they hate smoking alone.
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so you keep an OZ of killer looking weed laying around for girls you date ??
fuggin SWV up in this biatch
 
ceo said:
I think I will start smoking weed now. Calveless, send all your marijuanas to me.
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fuck brian he's got joose to abuse, i have nothing!!!
send me your weeds!!@#@!#
 
Bino said:
fuck brian he's got joose to abuse, i have nothing!!!
send me your weeds!!@#@!#
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I don't have no joose!!!

Shit, calveless, send me all your roids too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@
 
ceo said:
I don't have no joose!!!

Shit, calveless, send me all your roids too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@
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you take the joose
i'll take the weeds
jnevin will take the canadian mist
smurfy will take the left over cigs
all Cw's vices evenly distributed to good bros!!
 
Bino said:
you take the joose
i'll take the weeds
jnevin will take the canadian mist
smurfy will take the left over cigs
all Cw's vices evenly distributed to good bros!!
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Feels good to help out a good bro!!!!!!!!!

:beer:
 
jnevin said:
I've actually got quite the stockpile of joose. Just haven't felt ready to joosify.
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now that you've posted this openly, you'd better send it to me for safe keepin in case LE are reading this.

I have the perfect hiding place. It will be safe. :evil:
 
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