Re: substance abuse group, New Beginings, for anyone who is experiencing problems due
Sorry to bump this old thread but I am currently struggling to wrangle in my addiction to prescription painkillers and quite frankly there is no one in my life that knows and I feel that going to anyone would be a detriment and provide no real positive influence. As you may be able to tell I have been a member of this board for a very long time and used to live the life of health and lifting and not deal with these demons. I want that life back. Its been about a year now of complete daily consumption of these things and they are wrecking me financially, emotionallly, and physically. Every day I say its the last day the the next thing I know there I am washing 10 down the next morning with my coffee. Any insight, advice, help would be greatly appreciated and I do know that if it is to be its up to me and I have to want to quit to be able to quit. Hopefully just venting this to someone will provide some sort of help....