bluetoolpaul
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this is a post from another site. this poor cunt is all fucked up.
i been juicing a long time on/ off too. on or off, i dont get depressed so much as just inner unrest. i could overtrain until the muscles rip off the bone. but of course the pain stops that. i want to do something , i dont know what, but nothing ever satifies. rec drugs make all this go away for an hour or so , but then it comes back . your lucky the test even works for sex after that long. i can use alot of test but still not be able to '' finish '' when others are present. i dont even think of women anymore, just young thai men.{ i used to seriously hate homos growing up}. can fuck but cant cum with any of them. even with viagra. i use pills to sleep , to fuck , to lift. this is not what i had in mind.....but anyway at least i can still have my steroids i guess. sometimes i feel like giving up and checking out. if you can stay off and get back to normal it is not so bad bro.
Uh, I don't know if steroids played a role in his latent homosexuality coming to the forefront but, damn, ur right, that guy is all f'd up in the head. I would highly advise that guy take a COMPLETE break of any aas and go see a psychiatrist asap.