Oh boy....
Don't give me negative Karma for this, but.....
Are you flipping nuts???
The common factor I see in all the stories of athletes who are screwed up from 'roids involves either (1) excessive dosages and/or (2) excessive durations.
The key to getting the benefits of juice without undue health risks is to use them wisely. Even a very intense cycle done for two short cycles in a year is moderately safe. You body needs time off so it can adapt to being itself.
Myself, since juice is too expensive anyway, I might do a cycle once or twice in a year (max was 3 cycles). Take at least a month off between cycles (that means no juice). Whenever I'm not juicing, I'm using stuff like tribulus to naturally stimulate elevated T levels for the edge it still gives me. So you know, in a 4 month period while not on juice (just using tribulus), I gained 7 lbs of muscle by training hard and eating right. That's probably quite good for someone not on juice.
Take care of your body. You'll be together for a long time (we hope).
I say you should find natural T stimulants to use when not on cycles. You'll get less gains as compared to juice, but your body will be better for it in the long run as compared to living off juice.