I hear ya. Thought about it but bottom line is I wont do it. I have more will power than that. Shes had to take trips with her family & we've had arguments which are always a result of miscommunication, nothing more. And I know I could get away with it, but I wont do it to her.
I have alot of female friends. About 20 or so I talk to at least every other day. I used to work in clubs and know alot of people around town. Extremely social as part of my job and dated alot of people. She knew this when she met me. Actually how we met was I invited her and her friends out to see me one night. Didnt know her, just saw a pretty girl and decided to talk to her and invite her over. I made the decision to be with her exclusively early on. Lol but she knows that my main intention was just sex and nothing more originally. I've told her that.
I'll look but dont touch, lol and give her the same consideration. Shes cool with even going to a strip club with me and friends if we want. I'm not jealous either.
My point was that being attracted to thick chicks now isnt like me. The same kind of girls I was turned off by, Im now finding myself attracted to. If it was something where subconsciously I was wanting to cheat, I could with someone a hell of alot better than a thick girl.... but I wouldn't with a thick one or a fine one.... just dont know why the fuck Im even remotely finding these girls attractive.