One thing that has come out of this i feel that i am myself again. My willpower with the gym is crazy and everything around me. You are all great people here. I think of Lestat like a true friend as well as alot of you people that have zbeen helping me through this tough time. Breakup is not always an easy thing to get over. Ive been down for 4 months now. Anti-depressants were my only way out. There is alot to life that i have realized through this tough time. Believe or not music has helped me alot through this as well as good friends. Ive been here for almost 5 years now and sgrew a relationship with alot of you paeople. Trust me it might be the internet but i fell i have connected with alot of you. I will get through this but its really difficult being alone. Tiesto has some really uplifting beats that keep me sane seriously. Just wanted to know if theres anything any of you need im also here for you.