Should I spill the beans about taking test 10 months to my "real" doc when I see him next week to get a test script? I think I will keep it under wraps since Ive already held it from him the first time and I want access to his script for the future.
Im thinking I need to stay off test completely and hit PCT and see where I stand in a couple months, however uncomfortable those 2 months may be. I got a fairly uncomplicated life where mood swings or fluctuations in hormones wont be that big a deal, aside from just feeling like shit. I gotta know if I can come back on my own. My whole reasoning for taking test shots in the first place was jus to bump it up to high end of normal, not replace my own test totally. Hope that makes sense.