Scorpio's '06 Log

[que_66]

 

[scorpiogirl]

jeopardy music has been playing all day ... longest round EVER ...where you at woman?!

Hey!

Had a busy day yesterday. Had court to get my delinquent daughter OFF probation. She was released, but unsatisfactorily, so she has to wait a year before she can get her record exponged and when she goes to do it, it'll probably cost her more. GOOD! She needs to go thru some red tape to see how it tastes!!!! Anyway, just found out a couple of days ago that she's pregnant too!!! Thank GOD she's 18 and out on her own now (with the bf ). Enough about that.....

So after that I did a little running around, went to the gym, went home and cleaned and rearranged some things since all her stuff is out now and then just chilled on the couch watchin' TV. Still can't update the log right now...but I will this afternoon.

 

[*Bunny*]

 

[mermaid]

Wow, SG.

 

[nelmsjer]

Hugs to you, SG.

 

[scorpiogirl]

Thanks for the thoughts, guys. The first night I was dealing with all the kid stuff it was kind of hard. My daughter has never "turned" on me before. When I confronted her about the pregnancy, she did just that - like it was MY problem or something. You know, thinking about her and my ex-whatever you want to call him (we still talk), they're a lot alike. They never want to take responsibility for making things happen the way they do. I just want to shake them sometimes and say "Damnit! Snap out of it and STOP trying to find someone other than yourself to blame!!!!!!!

.....I figured out how to do that LOOOONNNGGGGG ago. It's therapeutic to accept your mistakes, face the consequence and move on instead of trying to shove it all on someone else.

So anyway....right now I'm being blamed for making my daughter feel unwanted and she thinks ...... (and these are her exact words) "you act like I ruined your entire life by having me". I admit, I'm NOT maternal. I don't really like having kids around that much because they make me irritated (sorry, I'm a nonconformist and always have been). Not all kids make me feel this way, and my daughter never did either. I always told her how beautiful and smart she was (she's got a 3.95 GPA in pre-med right now) and that she could do ANYTHING she wanted to.

.....oh shit....I'm rambling again......

On a different note. I obviously didn't update the log yesterday. I ended up going around the house with spackle and filling in holes left by the previous owner. I moved a couple of mirrors around that she had left also. Got out the sandblock and paint and started with that too. I'm still not done, but I like doing that kind of stuff, so it's not a "chore" to me.

I needed a SERIOUS refuel yesterday for some reason. So last night I ordered a pizza (medium Supreme) - I ate 3/4 of it last night and the last 2 pieces for breakfast this morning!!!!!! Damn, I'm a PIG! ha ha ha It hit the spot and I feel MUCH better now! Mom's coming into town tonight and we might go out for a bite....I'll try not to get too out of control with that meal.

So, I just at the last 2 pieces of pizza, took my EC (starting to hit me) and I'm going to head up to the studio and tan before anyone gets there so I don't get bothered by people wanting to talk to me - yah, that may sound shitty, but I REALLY need alone time at least ONE day out of the week! After that, I'll hit the gym.....LEG DAY (one excuse for getting to have a WHOLE PIZZA!!! lol) and then I'll be back here to catch up on all of your logs.

Mermaid - you better hope you've been a GOOD GIRL!!!!!

Bunn's - PM you later........

 

[iceprincess]

I am sending you lots and lots of HUGS!!

Stay strong and go get some frustration out at the gym today!! WHOOAAAA

 

[*Bunny*]

Gotcha

PIZZA is allowed, take this time to refuel, refeed & relax ...

 

[scorpiogirl]

Thanks for the hugs, IP!!!! ....and I had an AWESOME leg day today!!

Thanks for the OK, Bunny! I felt kinda' guilty scarfin' all that down, but damnit ....it was GOOOOOOOOD!!!!!

 

[*Bunny*]

Thanks for the hugs, IP!!!! ....and I had an AWESOME leg day today!!

Thanks for the OK, Bunny! I felt kinda' guilty scarfin' all that down, but damnit ....it was GOOOOOOOOD!!!!!

Sometimes a gals gotta do what a gals gotta do .. and PIZZA is a good thing to take it out on ... Looking as good as you do, you can afford to throw some crap in the tank, albeit, well-deserved & well-needed crap ... I'm sure you're body will rip right through it, and you're workout will be great !