Results from the neurologist not so promising

[jnuts]

Damn... hoping for the best after they take another look!

 

[Bikini Mod]

"NEVER ARE YOU SO MUCH NEARER TO THE LIGHT, THAN WHEN THE DARK IS DEEPEST...."

Yes, this is true.

I won't barage ya with all sorts of calls and PM's because you have enough to deal with without me nagging you.

I just want a ticket to that Rodeo.... k?!

That's all I am asking. Take me to my first rodeo. Who knows, God-willing at least one of my girls will be there.

 

[swolenole]

Wow....what a bomb to be dropped on you.....relax and take it one day at a time.......I hope you thrive while faceing adversity....You will be in my thoughts and prayers..

 

[Mr. dB]

I can't imagine the mind-fuck of having to go through the weekend waiting for that second test next week. I hope it all works out for you.

 

[Frisky]

I can't imagine the mind-fuck of having to go through the weekend waiting for that second test next week. I hope it all works out for you.

I believe this is my biggest struggle... My DR. is going to personally go and get the MRI results and take a look at everything himself... not relying on the written report and we will go from there. I'm pushing myself every minute of the day to just persevere, remain strong and look at all of my positives.

to top off my day yesterday, which was when I did finally make it home to talk to my beau about the results (i had not told him anything because I just didn't want to burden him) we realize our dog whom can climb a fence... was on his runner and he decided to jump the fence and hung himself... Not sure if he was chasing the stray cat that had been around lately... but it is a sad loss... a wonderful beautiful loyal dog that I will miss dearly. Not what I needed to see yesterday and it didn't make matters any better.

God will only give me what he knows I can handle...

 

[blueta2]

I believe this is my biggest struggle... My DR. is going to personally go and get the MRI results and take a look at everything himself... not relying on the written report and we will go from there. I'm pushing myself every minute of the day to just persevere, remain strong and look at all of my positives.

to top off my day yesterday, which was when I did finally make it home to talk to my beau about the results (i had not told him anything because I just didn't want to burden him) we realize our dog whom can climb a fence... was on his runner and he decided to jump the fence and hung himself... Not sure if he was chasing the stray cat that had been around lately... but it is a sad loss... a wonderful beautiful loyal dog that I will miss dearly. Not what I needed to see yesterday and it didn't make matters any better.
God will only give me what he knows I can handle...

OMG about the dog too. N, what a shit time.
Gos don't play fair at times. But the universe will only give you what you can handle. What you can't handle, well there is always the gym and vodka for that ;-)

Sending you the best vibes I got

 

[fistfullofsteel]

I believe this is my biggest struggle... My DR. is going to personally go and get the MRI results and take a look at everything himself... not relying on the written report and we will go from there. I'm pushing myself every minute of the day to just persevere, remain strong and look at all of my positives.

to top off my day yesterday, which was when I did finally make it home to talk to my beau about the results (i had not told him anything because I just didn't want to burden him) we realize our dog whom can climb a fence... was on his runner and he decided to jump the fence and hung himself... Not sure if he was chasing the stray cat that had been around lately... but it is a sad loss... a wonderful beautiful loyal dog that I will miss dearly. Not what I needed to see yesterday and it didn't make matters any better.

God will only give me what he knows I can handle...

only if you've been in the deepest darkest valley will you know what it's truely like to be on the highest brightest peak.

this too shall pass

i know it's hard but try to keep your head up, things will get better.

i hope your doggy is in doggy heaven.

 

[Frisky]

only if you've been in the deepest darkest valley will you know what it's truely like to be on the highest brightest peak.

this too shall pass

i know it's hard but try to keep your head up, things will get better.

i hope your doggy is in doggy heaven.

thank you


So many of my EF friends and select family, my beau and my coworkers have been so supportive and positive for me. I've struggled thru the day today waiting for an appt for this evening from my Dr. my mental focus is scattered...

But I agree....

For this is the day that the Lord has made. I will rejoice and be glad in it. He is the glory and the lifter of my head. Yea tho i walk thru the valley of the shadow of death i will fear no evil for Thou O Lord are with me. You comfort me and give me strength. In You is everything i need. Fig trees may no longer bloom, or vineyards produce grapes; olive trees may be fruitless, and harvest time a failure; sheep pens may be empty, and cattle stalls vacant-- but I will still celebrate because the LORD God saves me. The LORD gives me strength. He makes my feet as sure as those of a deer, and He helps me stand on the mountains. Why should i fear when the Lord is on my side? He prepares a banquet for me before my enemies. He is my refuge and i rest in Him. He has a plan for me.. plans of peace and an expected end.

 

[Jon79]

well... she is reviewing them again and I go back on Tuesday for more tests, but 70% sure it is a malignant tumor on my brain. So much else is falling apart that I really don't think I have the will or the strength to fight this if indeed it is there.

Keep me in your prayers please.

i will say a prayer for ya

 

[EnderJE]

thank you


So many of my EF friends and select family, my beau and my coworkers have been so supportive and positive for me. I've struggled thru the day today waiting for an appt for this evening from my Dr. my mental focus is scattered...

But I agree....

For this is the day that the Lord has made. I will rejoice and be glad in it. He is the glory and the lifter of my head. Yea tho i walk thru the valley of the shadow of death i will fear no evil for Thou O Lord are with me. You comfort me and give me strength. In You is everything i need. Fig trees may no longer bloom, or vineyards produce grapes; olive trees may be fruitless, and harvest time a failure; sheep pens may be empty, and cattle stalls vacant-- but I will still celebrate because the LORD God saves me. The LORD gives me strength. He makes my feet as sure as those of a deer, and He helps me stand on the mountains. Why should i fear when the Lord is on my side? He prepares a banquet for me before my enemies. He is my refuge and i rest in Him. He has a plan for me.. plans of peace and an expected end.

Post your tits. It will take your mind off stuff.