* Red² - T's Journey 2007 *

[ck2006]

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Mom had to go back to the emergency room 2 days ago... They haven't figured out what else is going on. I talked with my sister-n-law's over the weekend and we think something has changed. She just doesn't seem like her. Like something mentally is not right. She is grouchy, ornery, and I guess I can see some of that but she says stuff like,"I wish I was like Amanda's mom (the one who died two weeks ago) in a box in the ground." I mean here one minute she is fighting to be alive and now she wishes she were dead??? Partly I think it is because she doesn't want to have to get her act together and take care of herself. She would rather starve herself to lose weight then exercise.... That is totally not going to help strengthen her heart. She has been having issues with breathing. That's why she had to go back. She couldn't breathe....
They also found out she was born with 2 extra arteries on her heart (both were blocked). Just wierd....
So it's still a mess
Thanks for asking though!!!! [/QUOTE]

I hope your mom gets her strength back and I know you WILL keep yours! My thoughts are with you

 

[FlyBrownChick]

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I tried downloading some Tool but for some reason the search only resulted in porno

Hmmmm...I wonder why?

 

[treilin]

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Hmmmm...I wonder why?

Yeah RIGHT!!!

 

[treilin]

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I hope your mom gets her strength back and I know you WILL keep yours! My thoughts are with you

Thanks girl!!!

 

[Aries13]

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All this Im hearing about your mom is bringing me to tears. I feel for you. I just want to say that you should *Cherish* every minute you have with her. No matter how grumpy or mean or stubborn she might be or get. Both of my grandparents are on their death bed and I would give ANYTHING To be with them or see them one more time. They are 13,000 miles across the ocean away from me. My family doesnt have $$ to send me and my sisters to see them before its too late.

I hope your mom gets well soon!!!!She will be in my prairs!

hang in there...there are reasons for everything in this life; no matter how unfair or horrible they might be or get!

 

[scorpiogirl]

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Well I have approached most guys and started talking with them in my past... I just don't have any desire to be one of those at the gym... Not only that I work there so that is not the best place to be using my job as a means to pick up men either. It's just a professional boundary I created.

How is your gym escapades going???

Haven't had time for the gym since last week. Going back tonight - we'll see. Probably no different than it was - not worried about it

 

[treilin]

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June 01 2006
Weight 142.2 (bloated cow feeling)
I'm not sure what it was but yesterday I had extremely bad stomach cramps on my way to the gym, and started getting a migraine. The only additions to the food were: 1 cup lettuce (highly doubtful), These salty dill pickles (possible), Pink lemondae Crystal light (not thinking so), and a diet Vault (Really possible). Totally felt like that time of the month.
It took me an hour to get my egg whites down last night..... I swear to God after I was done it felt like I was pregnant!!! My stomach was on the verge of exploding!
I was even watching an Applebee's commercial and I was thinking even if those cheesesticks, BBQ ribs, and chocolate cake were sitting in front of me I could not even handle one bite... That's how full I was.
So this morning I did my 60 minutes a.m. cardio
Weights= chest and arms (favorite day)
P.m. 30 minute cardio
Posing (really need to focus on this more)
2 clients
Feeling better now then I was yesterday evening.

Note:
Did not go to the bathroom once yesterday.... Well besides water release

 

[sbt2082]

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June 01 2006
Weight 142.2 (bloated cow feeling)
I'm not sure what it was but yesterday I had extremely bad stomach cramps on my way to the gym, and started getting a migraine. The only additions to the food were: 1 cup lettuce (highly doubtful), These salty dill pickles (possible), Pink lemondae Crystal light (not thinking so), and a diet Vault (Really possible). Totally felt like that time of the month.
It took me an hour to get my egg whites down last night..... I swear to God after I was done it felt like I was pregnant!!! My stomach was on the verge of exploding!
I was even watching an Applebee's commercial and I was thinking even if those cheesesticks, BBQ ribs, and chocolate cake were sitting in front of me I could not even handle one bite... That's how full I was.
So this morning I did my 60 minutes a.m. cardio
Weights= chest and arms (favorite day)
P.m. 30 minute cardio
Posing (really need to focus on this more)
2 clients
Feeling better now then I was yesterday evening.

Awww... I def hope you are feeling better today then you were yesterday and last night! I've had migraines both the past two days as well so I know that they are not fun! Even went home early from work Tuesday because it was so bad that I was dizzy...Look who's talking about all sorts of food in there log now huh Just kidding... have a good day hun!

 

[treilin]

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Awww... I def hope you are feeling better today then you were yesterday and last night! I've had migraines both the past two days as well so I know that they are not fun! Even went home early from work Tuesday because it was so bad that I was dizzy...Look who's talking about all sorts of food in there log now huh Just kidding... have a good day hun!

Yeah I know right... I'm just not craving anything because my diet pretty much keeps me full... The only reason I want to eat more food (and I don't care if it's more chicken) but prefer oatmeal.... is for energy purposes. I'm happy about the no food craving issues. I think it's just because my mind is set... I've been also thinking long-term about after the competition. My trainer is going to help ween me back to reality... but I want to keep the diet kinda like it is... obviously different macro's but I have learned that this is definitely the optimal eating life-style for me. I feel a lot better, I get more food into my system (the right types of food) and it's easy once you have it organized to follow.
Something was definitely off yesterday but I'm better today... a bit sleepy... but I'm learning to live off of 6.5 hours of sleep, during the week.

 

[treilin]

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O.k. mom is going back into surgery AGAIN, Please pray for her... Something is not working right on the heart and she has fluid build up behind the heart so they are going in to remove the fluid.