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gabrial

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Shit guys, im dyin over here, i lost my entire family in a car accident, n im losin my godamn mind. I just dont even know what to do anymore. I have been tryin to get my cyle together before this all happened, but my head is just to screwed up right now. Please someone anyone help me detailed so i can just start shootin, because otherewise im just gonna fuck everything up my head is just not here anymore, life is hard man, i just need to get back to the gym. help me out , ill truthfully appreciate anyone takin the time to piece it all together. I am 5 9 and 185 with 12 percent body fat i think who knows now i have really eatengood since this shit happened. i just want to take the maximum dose possible without killin myself. Previous cycles, ive taken alot of shit and definatley require higher end doses now. But i just dont want sloppy weight. Diet i know how, liver and kidneys i kinda know but if someone could give me a thourgh list so i got all the ways to save n protect my liver down final. Regardless i gotta start this tommorow cuz i need an outlet right now before i have a nervous breakdown all together.

i can get oral turnbol, anavar i guess if its worth the money, and that miotin fuzabol thing.

I haveall this stuff below..

i can use primo to i got 20 shering. but only if its worth it here cuz

i dont have much money and i rather get rid of them unless its 100 percent worth it.

i got insulin humilin r,
qv stanzonol,
eq,
supertest by loefflor,
liquidex,
clomid and
nova,
i dont know which to take i heard femra was the best,
i got hcg 2500iu shots,

man who ever help do this for me i gravley appreciate it, would mean alot and be spades in my book with anyone when i get back on my feet again. Thanks,

-one unlucky mofo
 
Bro this is ongoing coping and ive been doin pretty damn good i think considering. and for me liftin is something i love and would help me "cope" or make me very happy, and i have been "coping" Im the most levelheaded person youd probably ever meet. But i admit this shit has been difficult. Im survivin though. Its what im doin startin tommorow, a cycle and lifting and thats something that will do wonders for me no matter what anyone says. Help me if you can, but dont question my choice of usin the gym as a release for my anxiety, i know myself. i was able to turn on my computer and ask for help and let strangers no personal stuff like that because i know people are good here. And now im gonna go, for anyone who offers help, u got my word as a man, when im able to return favors i will, and can, thanks n goodnight
 
Well bro I am extremely sorry to hear about your loss and my prayers are definately with you in this time of need. I won't argue with you here but besides relief by going to they gym you need to seek someone you know and trust to talk to and help you out, so get one of those if you don't already have somebody.

As for your cycle how much of the items you listed above do you have? How long do you want this cycle to be and what are you looking to gain outta this cycle. Are you leaning towards a bulking cycle or somewhat of a cutting cycle while building some solid lean mass?? Let us know. Were here to help you and bro if you need anything i'm here for ya just shoot me an PM and i'll get back to you ASAP!! Good Luck

Viper
 
Oh my god, if this isn't a hoax then I am terribly sorry. But why is this cycle the cause of such anquish after such a devistating loss? Wait until you're in a clearer frame of mind. The juice will be there. Work out to keep busy, clear your head and stay healthy.

This is upsetting, on several counts.
 
viper thanks, for atleast that reply bro for the help i need, im trying to basically gain size, but with lack of water-retention, and moon face, bodyfat increase, basically i wanna avoid. Let me know a good combo man, im gonna just start tommorow and inject the base supertest and the longacting ester eq. N i dont know im tired man, im gonna pass back out. I was hopin for more then this guys, i supported this site with my own finaces if u wanna help me, help me with what im asking for, not from things that remind me over and over of why i cant just be myself and live my life like before again. Cycle, help me construct the cycle thanks for whoever decides peace
 
My god! thats terrible to hear but i agree with everyone else i cannot see anyway possibly that you could actually benefit from this or any cycle for that matter at a time like this.Bro trust me the gear will still be there-its not going anywhere,I'm always willing to help a fellow bro out....but right now i feel especially reading your post several times you're not ready.
RADAR
 
Man, this is horrible. I'm really sorry to hear about this.

I do agree with what everyone else above has said. I would wait for a bit. Don't quit training or anything, but get your head together first. The last thing you need is a hormonal change while going through this sort of thing.
 
Bro, I'm very sorry to hear what happened to your family.

Steroids are hard enough mentally as it is, post cycle will be too much for you to handle, I urge you not to do it. AS is not the answer. If you need help just email at my cyber-rights account.
 
You lost your entire family in a car accident and now asking for a cycle advice? All i can say is that you are not in the right state of mind. I would suggest a good daily workouts and cardio to get you calm down.
 
Just to ship in with the rest of them : you should hit the gym like a train but naturally , the extra discipline required to do the cycle right will not be there right now - you'll have too much goin on in your head for that. I had a recent setback and it threw my cycle back - thank God I'm only on tiny doses.
God speed and take care
 
Very sorry to hear of your loss and wish you the best.
You don't need the juice as a crutch believe I can tell you from experience.
In 1988 I lost my fiance in a car accident I was 8 weeks away from the State Championships.
I tried very very hard to stay on that path with training dieting and juicing.
I never made it to the show. Problem was allthe catabolic hormones from the stress and pain I was feeling was tearing me down...I thought the juice would "hold" me together.
I was wrong I went from 8 weeks out @242 @ 7% to a sloppy 230 at 11% all while dieting hard and training and cardio and juicng...but I looked like I had been on a diet of jelly donuts instead of the fish chicken and rice and potatoes I was eating day in and day out-PLAIN...

RIP Deanna you are still missed.

I wish you the best bro.
 
If you are like this now... one would hate to see you when on clomid.

Just skip it.. build your mind up first.
 
My prayers are with you. Don't start your cycle. Like Nelson said. the juice will be therer waiting for you when you are in a clearer state of mind. Train hard, supplement and eat well.. It will help you to get over it, though it will always stay with you... Be strong bro. Mind over matter.
 
I disagree with most of the other bros on this thread as I think a mild test cycle will help counter the stress and depression of your situation. however I would not do anything other than some test and maybe some anti-e to the extent you need it. the eq and/or primo could make a nice addition but I would be wary of the potential anxiety from too much eq (or from too much androgens of any type). You can decide what dose but I am saying mild cycle, maybe only HRT dose to keep T in the high-normal range. Good luck bro and seek out other help, too
 
nautica said:
Sorry for you loose, but juice is the last thing you need right now. Get some help.

Nautica
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ya just no juice for a while.....get your head togather and then work your way up Agian
 
Triple J

Follow triple j's advise. Hormones are very powerful and the last thing you need right now is a roller-coaster of hormones pushing your emotions. If at all possible get your T levels checked and try to maintain high normal range consistantly, you do not want peaks and valleys. It is great that working out helps your anxiety and you should stick with it. It sounds like you are strong, hang in there and the pain will pass with time. Good luck man and keep your head up!

Vital
 
bigandy is absolutely right bro. if you think you're doing bad now, believe me it can and will be infinitely worse in the throws of a shut-down period after coming off.

however, i agree with you that getting in the gym is probably one of the best things you can do for yourself right now. but again, do it without any gear. but if i were you i'd get some glutamine peptides, a good creatine product and some quality protein and get yourslef on a very healthy diet. that with some hard, intelligent training will go a long way for you bro, in fact much longer than any cycle would.

man you obviously just went through every person's worst nightmare and i can't even imagine how hard that must be for you...but bro email me if you need someone to talk to, i'm very serious man.
 
Bros thanks, i started a cycle, i tried to do it right put it together kinda hastily and probably have some conflicting drugs at work here, i just didnt have time to think to much. But i feel so much better already, this was the best thing for me, i take so much off my mind in the gym, and just reading health magazines and just giving me something to do for myself and release stress. Thanks for all your replies, u didnt give me what i wanted, but you guys were probably right. But like any gym rat i have took it upon myself and have started this cycle. Any suggestions id appreciate it, thanks bros, preciate those replies, very important for me to hear things like that. Critque away, Peace bro's
week 1-12 eq 400 mg per week
week 1-8 500 mg super test per week
week 1-4winny 50mg ed
week 3-9 tren 50mg ed then starting week 5 100mg ed
week 4-10 oral turnobal sp 40 mg per day
week 1-12 slin 5 iu post workout, just on workout days
week 1-12 50 mg clomid ed week 10-14 clomid therapy
week 3,5,7,9,11 2500iu hcg week 11-14 hcg therapy
week entire cycle-femera

Joints by week 3? God help them, deca might get in there, see how it goes though.
 
Why are you doing clomid through the entire cycle. Also clomid therapy wouldnt start until like week 15. Also from what Ive read there is no longer and oral tournabol (no idea how to spell it) available. I could be wrong though. Oh I woul run the test until the end also.
 
Man, I'm sorry for your loss as well. But I, as a concerned human being, am begging you to stop and reconsider. Take at least a month to think about this. Two things, the juice will still be there and you can still go to the gym and work out all you want. we're all concerned for you here brother and would hate to see you exacerbate the situation by adding juice to the mix.
If you still decide to go forward with this cycle, please at least seek mental health. Think of all the money you spent on the gear, just put a bit of that into your mind and seek the help of a professional. I can't even imagine what you are goign through, but I've always been of the mindset that you should never make life altering decisions in a state of duress(sp?).
 
Man come on guys help this guy out he is not asking for us to help him with his personal life he needs help with his cycle. He has already started his cycle and needs some help. I would help you out bro but I don't know what to do with that cycle.

I am very sorry to hear about what happend and you will be in my prayers


Bump for some Help
 
bro im sorry ...wow it sucks when you don't know someone in a situation like this, and if it were someone i knew or one of my freinds, i couldn't imagine. I'm with everyone else on the "clear your mind first" maybe the cycle won't go right or something who knows, and it'll just make things worst. But if you decide to anyways, good luck, im sure other bro's out here can help you peice it better than I can. My prayers with you - str8cubano
 
I can't even imagine what you must be going through. I'm really sorry. Anyway, try some arimidex for weeks 1-12 instead of Clomid the whole cycle.
 
400mg EQ/week and Clomid post therapy. If you think you feel like shit now, just wait till those two start messing with you.


It seems like you don't want advice on whether or not to do a cycle, it just seems like you are going to do a cycle now no matter what anyone says and you want dosage opinions. Good luck and sorry for your loss. Can you tell us how long ago you lost your family?
 
i find it hard to believe that someone who lost their entire family like that would be so worried about how to run a cycle
 
My condolences, how long has it been since that tragedy? I'm afraid that eq and clomid will make your suffering worse. If you must do something I would suggest that you go with primo and anavar in moderate doses. You will see good gains in the gym.

May I ask by family do you mean parents or wife and children?
 
liftsiron said:
My condolences, how long has it been since that tragedy? I'm afraid that eq and clomid will make your suffering worse. If you must do something I would suggest that you go with primo and anavar in moderate doses. You will see good gains in the gym.

May I ask by family do you mean parents or wife and children?
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I wanted to know that too LiftsIron, but, didn't want to ask.
 
this is just as dumb as resorting to conventional drugs

it makes no sense

it will only get worse in the end

i just cant agree with this train of thought, unreal. The only thing that makes sense here is to get in the gym and work out naturaly.
 
Ok first off, I'll state the obvious. By turning to AS after a tradgic loss like this, you are taking on the mindset of dependence on steroids. And soon, if anything goes wrong in your life, you'll immediately turn to steroids. That is risky. I don't think that is even really coping with the problem, more like avoiding the problem in the short term.

That being said, I will try to give you advice on your current cycle, seeing as though you are already on it. How many weeks are you into it? Also, what were your past cycles like?

Ok, the first thing that comes to mind with this cycle is; overkill. Unless you are a seasoned bodybuilder getting ready for a competition, you should not be on a cycle like this. There is simply too many compunds here, and the extra gains you'll get will be far outweighed by the price your paying for all this stuff combined. I say cut out a couple substances and keep it simple. You're reaching out on a threshold here, and it is not good.

Here's what I recommend.

week 1-12 eq 400 mg per week
week 1-12 500 mg super test per week
week 15-18 clomid therapy

EQ tends to add to people's anxiety, so i wouldn't recommend that either, but i guess you're already on it. Just cut out the rest. stop taking everything else, and continue on with this wherever your at. Your body will have a much easier time regaining equilibrium with this than with that overdone cycle you got there,.
 
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gabrial said:
any suggestions? any?
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You've actually have had plenty of good ones.

I am officially calling BULLSHIT on this thread. I think you bought some juice, had no idea what you were doing and like most newbies, couldn't wait to start your cycle. However, knowing the board a little, you didnt want to get flamed so you used the "I lost my family" excuse to get advice. That's my take. Pathetic.
 
Nelson Montana said:
Oh my god, if this isn't a hoax then I am terribly sorry. But why is this cycle the cause of such anquish after such a devistating loss? Wait until you're in a clearer frame of mind. The juice will be there. Work out to keep busy, clear your head and stay healthy.

This is upsetting, on several counts.
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i agree the juice doesnt have legs it will be there handle your trajedy now and worry about the juice later
 
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