Please help

[Freak Show]

I only know a little of your situation so I won't try to elaborate. In all honesty, it doesn't do any good any how. You're asking for ideas of what you can do to feel better. Well, there's nothing you can do. I'm not being a dick, its reality. I'm still going through it myself. No matter what anyone tells you, no matter what you do, where you go, its going to haunt you. You're gonna be sick, you're gonna cry, not sleep, everything. Time has to run its course. NOTHING ELSE MATTERS. This is not the answer you want, I am sorry, but please make yourself understand that this is NEVER easy. Its not supposed to be and unfortunately, there is no "hang-over remedies" that actually work in this case. Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and move on with life as best you can. Talk to anyone who'll listen, but don't ask for advice as it will only serve to confuse you more. Take it from someone who's been there. You have my sympathy. Wish you the best.

 

[Freak Show]

If its worth anything, read my sig.

 

[Frackal]

Thank you everyone for your advice and words, they are of course appreciated. I'm guessing the heavy clomid doses I'm using right now aren't helping me any but I doubt I'd feel much less emotional without it. It's just so hard to accept that the most beautiful person you ever knew will not be in your life ever again.

KC is the first woman I have ever TRULY truly loved, and I guess in some ways I'm pretty young to have to deal wiht this.

Luckily I have the gym which is the key to making me feel better for many reasons. I will build a magnificient physique and work my ass off to be successful in school and life...please do not think her an evil person because I suppose in a small but true way it is for the best, I just can't imagine my life without her. We have talked on the phone literally every day for 6 months for hours each time, and I hate talking on the phone. That type of closeness and friendship and love is so hard to find, I know this despite my age.

I eagerly await my next workout in the gym tomorrow, as well as my next cycle which I will start as soon as my 'time off' is over.

 

[KartChic]

Well if we wanna air our dirty laundry lets do it the right way. I let him go for several reasons, the main reason being it is the BEST thing for him and he knows it. I said that I was not going to post again but here I am. Frack is fucking 19 yrs. old with an entire life ahead of him which I knew and accepted, but now he was planning on moving here going to school, working only 5-10 hrs. a week, struggling financially when he could live rent free with his mother. The main reason was not because of my ex-husband, that was a big part but certainly not the MAIN FUCKING REASON! I am 28, going back to school to get my real-estate license, I have an 11 yr. old child who demands much more than I have been giving him and a house to run as well as trying not to get fired by my dad everyother week. I jumped into this before I was even divorced (my fault) and never had time for me after the divorce (my fault again). My fucking car blew the fuck up yesterday and I just have a lot on my plate at the moment. So Frackal when you tell the story tell the whole damn story. We WILL remain friends if he so chooses and I am sorry that you are in pain we already discussed that, so don't think that I am not. As far as the going out and fucking thing is concerned, knock yourself out. Hope that helps!

 

[Kryp2o]

Sorry to hear frackal.

I think everyone's been there and like me probably more than once so what everyone here has posted so far would have been basicaly the same advice that I could have offered.

It is like death and takes time to heal. You are fortunate as far as brake ups are concerned that you've only met her once even though you have been in contact with her daily for a while now, you have not had as much physical interaction with her so hopefuly it will not take as long to get over to the point were you can function normaly again. Just hang in there.

 

[satanic goatslayer]

Like sands through the hourglass

I usually found dismembering the women and burning their bodies in a firepit worked the best. However, this is not possible due to geographic barriers, so heroin would be the key. Good luck.

 

[Kryp2o]

Well if we wanna air our dirty laundry lets do it the right way.

Damn . . . what can I say. I knew kartchick had another handle before cause she forgot her password or something so I believe this is her and this is getting weird watching this unfold. Please the two of you don't take this offensively. I only hope you two decide to settle this amicabley off line and not make a mess here. For your own sakes.

 

[Austin316]

Shit man, Im sorry to hear that. I had my doubts at first, but I thought it would work out for you two. Thats the danger of putting all your love and trust into someone elses hands, they can either make you the happiest you've ever been, or destroy you. But its a risk all of us will have to take, and usually more than once. Clomid can't help, I gotta start with that stuff friday

 

[Train Harder]

Unfortunately time seems to be the only broken heart healer at least to me

 

[Frackal]

Well we have spoken like the true friends we are and I believe everything will be ok. Both our hearts are broken but I believe we can help each other through this as we both care for each other deeply still and always will. I guess I should be honest and fair to Kartchick and say that she did the brave thing which I doubt I could have done.

Well I know you want to hear the details but that is really between me and her, sorry.