PCT and very depressed. When will it end...

[singletonin2013]

pretty crazy how much better I feel today. I got hope guys! Ive actually decided im going to go back to school for a second degree and as well rescue a dog. Time to make changes.

 

[singletonin2013]

my face is bloated as hell... my estrogen has got to be high again. Aromasin should be here wednesday.

hopefully i wake up feeling even better I go home Wednesday.

 

[singletonin2013]

had a little mood swing back down... its got to be the estrogen.

But positive thoughts that Ive got my life in order when I go home!!

 

[singletonin2013]

har har ill start 12 mg of aromasin with 20 mg of nolvadex for the next 20 or so days wednesday

 

[singletonin2013]

todays been rough so far mentally.

Serious drag at the gym but still not much strength loss just less intensity.

I go home tomorrow and see my therapist at night. Hopefully it gets better.

 

[cgar1228]

todays been rough so far mentally.

Serious drag at the gym but still not much strength loss just less intensity.

I go home tomorrow and see my therapist at night. Hopefully it gets better.

Start running bro and do a long run every other day! It sounds like your depression needs to be dealt with before anything so running will pump your endorphins which will make you feel happy and complete. If you don't wanna run then go to the gym, fight the urge to wanna slack and lift weights until you wanna hurl. After youre done you will have a buzz that is fulfilling and a lot better than the antidepressants you are taking.

 

[stevesmi]

let me just say these mood swings you are having intraday have nothing to do with your steroid cycle. if you are that sensitive to intraday swings in testosterone/estrogen etc. then your problems are mental.

you need to look into yoga, or like posted above me.. long runs to sweat out all that crap out of the body. start thinking positively and stop thinking its not normal to have a bad day. we all have bad things happen to us, that is life. until you figure out its OKAY to have ups and downs you will never be happy. we live in an overdrugged society.. have a bad day? get wasted.. cant get it up ? take a drug...

there are better ways to solve thse problems besides more drugs. sounds like you are just blaming things on steroids and its an easy cop out.

 

[singletonin2013]

well right now im pretty sure my hormones are all out of wack... this is PCT... Im trying my best and praying it evens out

 

[stevesmi]

mine are out of whack also. I have 119 total testosterone. but I still am happy and living my life as if i was still on cycle.

 

[singletonin2013]

well all I can assume is my body is trying to find its equilibrium and its giving me some more depression sides since its already an underlying condition.

I just need to give my mind a break and realize im going to recover.