a few other comments:
first, a lot of people suggest holding off on test until your older, or have done a couple of cycles first. they will usually suggest deca for a first cycle. there is nothing wrong with this approach, however, everyone has their own opinion. you can lose the fat with both, just make sure your diet is on.
second, if you are having problems maintaining a solid diet now, you probably wont have any more luck once your ON. you will increase muscle, but you could end up adding more fat.
i would suggest waiting, get used to a proper diet, and do cardio for now. If you really cant wait, try anavar or winny to help lose the fat.
first, a lot of people suggest holding off on test until your older, or have done a couple of cycles first. they will usually suggest deca for a first cycle. there is nothing wrong with this approach, however, everyone has their own opinion. you can lose the fat with both, just make sure your diet is on.
second, if you are having problems maintaining a solid diet now, you probably wont have any more luck once your ON. you will increase muscle, but you could end up adding more fat.
i would suggest waiting, get used to a proper diet, and do cardio for now. If you really cant wait, try anavar or winny to help lose the fat.