Because when I joined this forum the first time I was at a stage in my life where I was trolling on the internet as a 17th century nobleman. I came here for legit advice and got it, but did so in a very verbose manner and stevesmi hated me. I wasn't really trolling, I was legitimately asking for help, but the way I was wording things.. I believe we got into an 'argument' about milk. Anyway, I diddled and daddled with lifting for like a month at that time, and then again another year later, always falling off and not being serious with it as a commitment, until I finally got serious this year, quitting smoking and drugging and mostly drinking and other chilidish antics.
All is well now, but I'm still in the red. I thought about PMing him about it, but it doesn't affect my ability to ask questions and read and learn so whatever. Plus we've interacted since and he doesn't seem to remember our 'blowout'