Aww, man, is this thread bringing back some nightmares. I remeber once being in a grocery store and saw two young women laughing. I was so overwhelmed by anxiety at that point in my life that I marveled at the fact they were able to laugh. I just couldn't imagine anything even remotelly amusing about life. Paxil, klonipin, and therapy eventually began to make me feel human again, but I had to try four anti depressants and three sedatives before I found the right cocktail that worked for me. I think the important point to remember is that, for the vast majority of us anxiety sufferers, it's not a permanent condition. Think of it as just another hump to get over. If the paxil doesn't level you out after three weeks or so, go back to your doctor and impress upon him just how terrible you feel. Don't pull any punches. I've found that too many doctors think it's all in our heads.
Marky, sorry the pax isn't working for you. I had high hopes..