Please Scroll Down to See Forums Below I am just curious if you anxiety has been with you all your life or if it happened soon after AS usage, I've heard from some that AS at an early age can give real bad anxiety disorders and panic attacks and just curious if this is the case with any of you guys since there seems to be a decent amount of you guys with this problem.
my head is soo fucked up
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Yes, these symptoms came after I used AS, but who knows if that is what caused it. I also have alot of stuff going on w/ my ex gf that stresses me out.. so who knows?
and yes I suffer from depression. I was diganosed with generalized anxiety disorder and mild depression.. i don't really feel depressed but the doc said i had all the symptoms. He told me you don't really have to feel sad to be depressed......
and yes I suffer from depression. I was diganosed with generalized anxiety disorder and mild depression.. i don't really feel depressed but the doc said i had all the symptoms. He told me you don't really have to feel sad to be depressed......
I have no medical background at all so of course don't take my advice without doing some thinking for yourself. That being said I used to be really depressed junior year of highschool. I would just get really sad for no real reason, and I was really really really insecure, I mean I had lots of friends, was well liked but I thought that no one liked me and they were just pretending. I began drinking by myself because I was upset which of course made matter 10 times worse. Well things go worse and worse, came close to suicide and then I began smoking weed, not even very often but like a few times per week. Since I was smoking weed I would do that recreationally instead of drinking so I'm sure that helped a lot with my depression but the depression pretty much went away over the course of a couple months it progressively got better. There was no other changes in my life that I can think of that helped me get out that of depression besides weed. Now I rarey smoke, maybe a few times per year, but I think it really helped me out a lot. Can't explain why but I felt more secure. Maybe it was just a coincidence and chemically I was a bit fucked up due to puberty and then hormones calmed down around same time as I started smoking weed but I've always thought it was the weed. I smoked pretty regularly (3 times per week at least) for about 1 1/2 and when I came out of that daze depression was still gone. Just thought I would share that story, maybe experimenting with pot in small dosages might help? I would probably eating it rather than smoking as this is horrible on lungs if I were to do it again to try to fight some sort of depression, but might be worth checking into. Again I have no medical background but thought I would share this story on the off chance that it might help someone. Hope you are well soon
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I actually get that too, if I smoke myself stupid then it happens. But like a bowl with a couple people used to mellow me out. Now I rarely smoke and only with old friends so when I do I get blitzed out of my mind. Did it for the first time in like 6 months the other night and oh boy was I crippled, could barely move/speak.Quadsweep said:
Weed actually makes me have an anxiety attack like feeling if I smoke too much!!!???
gUiLe
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Hope you feel better Spunky. I don't suffer from anxiety but have
had little bouts of depression most of my life. Sometimes I would
feel great and then sometimes I would feel hopeless/helpless, but
I always managed to get out of it. I would just blame it all on
my wife
But then, I finally hit rock bottom. I was out of work
ill for like 3 1/2 months, was on all kinds of steroids (no, the bad
ones) and gained 30 lbs of PURE FAT!!! My doctor told me to
try celexa. I was always thinking I would never take any anti-
depressant. I always thought that shit was for crazy people. This
time, I gave it a try. After about a month 1/2, I have to admit
the quality of my life has improved immensely!! I don't get angry
over stupid shit anymore and I don't feel depressed. I just feel
good most of the time. I know a few people on paxil. It take a little while to kick in. Just give it some time dude. Good luck to
you.
g
had little bouts of depression most of my life. Sometimes I would
feel great and then sometimes I would feel hopeless/helpless, but
I always managed to get out of it. I would just blame it all on
my wife
But then, I finally hit rock bottom. I was out of workill for like 3 1/2 months, was on all kinds of steroids (no, the bad
ones) and gained 30 lbs of PURE FAT!!! My doctor told me to
try celexa. I was always thinking I would never take any anti-
depressant. I always thought that shit was for crazy people. This
time, I gave it a try. After about a month 1/2, I have to admit
the quality of my life has improved immensely!! I don't get angry
over stupid shit anymore and I don't feel depressed. I just feel
good most of the time. I know a few people on paxil. It take a little while to kick in. Just give it some time dude. Good luck to
you.
g
Delinquent
Well-known member
Hey spunky, did you go to a psychologist or a gp for the scripts?
LivinLarger
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You Bro's can flame me on this if you want to but I am trying to help this bro out.
I used to be like you, I was very uncomfortable around people, and I would only talk to girls when they came to me (way too shy/timid to approach them).
I had to get loaded just to be able to socialize with anybody, it was a bad situation.
Drinking was getting in the way of my weight training and I became a hermit, pretty much gave up on being social at all.
Then I went to a techno club here in GR, and some friends of mine convinced me to try some XTC. I was amazed at how at ease I was around people and because I was not loaded I was able to have intelligent conversation. I made more friends that night than I had in the previous year!
I have rolled only twice since then, but the effects have been unreal. To me it was like a huge therapy session that convinced me that people are just people and there is no need to be afraid.
I am so much more at ease around people and so much happier because of it.
For me it was a big positive, I am aware it can be bad for you, but in my eyes it is worth it, the quality of life factor has gone up immensly for me.
There are lots of things in life we do that are bad for us, Steroids, smoking, drinking, social drugs, for me it's a risk/reward decision.
Anyways, I felt for you on this post and wanted to share my experience with you.
GOOD LUCK!
LL
I used to be like you, I was very uncomfortable around people, and I would only talk to girls when they came to me (way too shy/timid to approach them).
I had to get loaded just to be able to socialize with anybody, it was a bad situation.
Drinking was getting in the way of my weight training and I became a hermit, pretty much gave up on being social at all.
Then I went to a techno club here in GR, and some friends of mine convinced me to try some XTC. I was amazed at how at ease I was around people and because I was not loaded I was able to have intelligent conversation. I made more friends that night than I had in the previous year!
I have rolled only twice since then, but the effects have been unreal. To me it was like a huge therapy session that convinced me that people are just people and there is no need to be afraid.
I am so much more at ease around people and so much happier because of it.
For me it was a big positive, I am aware it can be bad for you, but in my eyes it is worth it, the quality of life factor has gone up immensly for me.
There are lots of things in life we do that are bad for us, Steroids, smoking, drinking, social drugs, for me it's a risk/reward decision.
Anyways, I felt for you on this post and wanted to share my experience with you.
GOOD LUCK!
LL
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