most of us will never be able to truly say, "stay strong, we know what ur going through" i couldnt even imagine...just stick with what got you to this point...id imagine family brotha! and that's what will get you out...you are in my prayers!
OMG, wow, I don't know what to say. If you want somebody to talk to then let me know. You can connect me at fistsfullofsteel on yahoo messenger or just shoot me a PM or email.