Lets play truth or dare

[nefertiti]

I posted truth bish....take control of your thread...

Dammit, I had to go into work for a bit. I'm trying.

OK, your truth...

Is there anything in your past that you can look back on that might have caused your "emotional unavailability?"

 

[nefertiti]

I have to hit the rack young missy... I will gladly accept whatever dare you may dream up, so long as it doesn't involve footage or photographs that may contain the likes of myself. I'm good with pics of chicks boobs at Hooters though.

Try me.

Post a picture of the least attractive girl you've hooked up with (who's facebook or myspace you can steal one from).

 

[nefertiti]

Truth here

What was your most awkward sexual experience?

 

[Spartacus]

Dare.

delete

 

[javaguru]

Dammit, I had to go into work for a bit. I'm trying.

OK, your truth...

Is there anything in your past that you can look back on that might have caused your "emotional unavailability?"

Not new information. I first "fell in love" with a girl that was in high school when I was in college, she was 16 and I was 20. We were so into one another and she did love me but she cheated on me while I was passed out at a party we attended. Ironically, she just e-mailed me yesterday that she's concerned I haven't contacted her in the last year. She's a divorced single mom of two children.

 

[nefertiti]

Not new information. I first "fell in love" with a girl that was in high school when I was in college, she was 16 and I was 20. We were so into one another and she did love me but she cheated on me while I was passed out at a party we attended. Ironically, she just e-mailed me yesterday that she's concerned I haven't contacted her in the last year. She's a divorced single mom of two children.

I guess it was the weekend for that...my first love emailed me last friday for the first time since october.

 

[javaguru]

I guess it was the weekend for that...my first love emailed me last friday for the first time since october.

It wasn't just the first experience it has been the norm. When I care then I get fucked... So I don't care so much these days...

 

[hanselthecaretaker]

What was your most awkward sexual experience?

Ackward sexual experience.....well due to certain factors of my youth/upbringing I've turned out with the sometimes curse of thinking with my big head too much (my other head is big too but you know what I mean )

So, with that said, how about busting one off when you're not even hard! Impossible you say? I'm proof it isn't. I've also gone limp right before the big act.

To redeem myself here though I can otherwise perform well, provided my mind isn't preoccupied with thinking so bloody much.

 

[JayC9]

Dammit, I had to go into work for a bit. I'm trying.

OK, your truth...

Is there anything in your past that you can look back on that might have caused your "emotional unavailability?"

Ok one for you then nefertiti, staying with the emotionally unavailable theme, I remember one of javas comments, he said the closest he’d come to unconditional love was two animated carpets with bad breath. What’s the closest you’ve come to unconditional love?

 

[nefertiti]

It wasn't just the first experience it has been the norm. When I care then I get fucked... So I don't care so much these days...

Well he used to email me or call me almost daily trying to get me to change my mind. It stopped first week of october after I told him I was dating again and that he needed to let me move on with my life if he'd ever really loved me. It was easy to brush off those emails and messages because it reaffirmed why I'd left. The one he sent last weekend made me sad...not in a regretful way...just bittersweet memories. But it sounds like a goodbye...like he's actually letting go. I'm glad for that.

I heard through friends that the guy you've been seeing is really good to and for you. I am very glad things are going well for you. I know I owe you more than a few words. I just don't have it in me to relay more than this. I want you to be happy. You could never be happy with me and I know you know that now. Please know, that I will never forget you, you will never age for me, I think of you often.

You deserve all the happiness this life has to offer. My only regret is ever convincing you that you could have that with me. You have been the best part of my life and I know that no one will ever love me as much as you loved me. Love isn't enough sometimes, and if your love couldn't make me worthy of you, nothing was ever going to. Take good care of yourself..